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eliya
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Here is my status
My iq is not that high I took it when I was 5 or 6 it is around 105
But I actually fell for the meme that girls like nerdy smart guys and they are the winner at the end
I Always like reading even before learning how to read ( I would force people to red for me )
My childhood was spent reading mostly science and nonfiction
Found a love for historical novels and classical novels in my early teens
Stopped reading for 2 or 3 year cuz depression
By the way here is my Goodreads if anybrocel wants to talk books
Trying to get into game Dev
also did theb iology Olympia in my last years of high School and placed high
I can speak 4 languages
I play the piano
And do photography and also recently got into photo restoration
I also like to train combat sports
And also pretty much a weeb
I don't really get it
I don't get why dose no foid want me they keep talking about how they like guys that can teach them stuff and have many hobbies so why is it that not only I get no attention but I get actively bullied for being a tryhard nerd
People have told they enjoy talking to me
So it is not my conversational skills since I also did a speech competitions in middle of school to get better at a speaking
I kinda feel stupid thinking that doing all of this stuff would make me more attractive
I am not even fat or anything there's no is no looksmaxxing left to do there is nothing I can do nothing
I'm trying to take comfort in that in the fact love and intimacy are never for me to have and I should probably move on and focus on other aspects of my life
My iq is not that high I took it when I was 5 or 6 it is around 105
But I actually fell for the meme that girls like nerdy smart guys and they are the winner at the end
I Always like reading even before learning how to read ( I would force people to red for me )
My childhood was spent reading mostly science and nonfiction
Found a love for historical novels and classical novels in my early teens
Stopped reading for 2 or 3 year cuz depression
By the way here is my Goodreads if anybrocel wants to talk books
![www.goodreads.com](/proxy.php?image=https%3A%2F%2Fimages.gr-assets.com%2Fusers%2F1716366985p5%2F171498581.jpg&hash=ab9d1c1ee5398b766ae286d2c886f50b&return_error=1)
Eliya
Eliya has 161 books on Goodreads, and is currently reading Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov, Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind by Yuval Noah Harari, and Mu...
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Trying to get into game Dev
also did theb iology Olympia in my last years of high School and placed high
I can speak 4 languages
I play the piano
And do photography and also recently got into photo restoration
I also like to train combat sports
And also pretty much a weeb
I don't really get it
I don't get why dose no foid want me they keep talking about how they like guys that can teach them stuff and have many hobbies so why is it that not only I get no attention but I get actively bullied for being a tryhard nerd
People have told they enjoy talking to me
So it is not my conversational skills since I also did a speech competitions in middle of school to get better at a speaking
I kinda feel stupid thinking that doing all of this stuff would make me more attractive
I am not even fat or anything there's no is no looksmaxxing left to do there is nothing I can do nothing
I'm trying to take comfort in that in the fact love and intimacy are never for me to have and I should probably move on and focus on other aspects of my life
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