Brutal Am about to lose it tonight

[twascilk99]

So i've been to the cinema alone. Not my first rodeo, been there many times, i know very well how that feels, how it feels to do everything alone.

But this time... this time something broke in me. It's like up to this point i've been coping for dear life if you know what i mean, but tonight i felt like this might be it, this might be what this is about. It's like i truly learned the meaning of the words it's over. Completely debilitating sharp pain took over my entire body and i lost my senses for minutes after i saw a girl aged around the age i was when i first watched a porn movie, get on her boyfriend's lap and get her belly exposed under her crop top touched by hands sized bigger than i could ever dream of having.

I'm not a shut in. Couples are nothing new to me. I know best what it's like to get piss to the face everywhere i go and get humiliated and violated by others.

Nothing broke me like this until now.

Which leads me to believe, the true meaning of It's Over is the Agepill.

All that drives us in the end is the hope of the future, the copes, some big change in the world. Anything.

But what's past is past.

And that just breaks a heart.

It breaks a man.

All that's left to say is

It's over.

 

[REEject]

No more childhood dreams left. All we have now is reality.

 

[EpedaBIGDICKENERGY]

Dude I’m sorry. This sounds fucking brutal. You have us, for what it’s worth, we know your struggle and you’re not alone.

 

[SeetheBot9000]

Cinema is suifuel it is literally full of JB-chadlet couples. Nothing good to see anyway. Should be a no go zone for incels.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

yeah, been there many times, some couples even live like husband and wife and play house in their late teens, while you rot in your 20s and 30s

only way to cope is to pretend this existence is like some kind of nightmare, and not actually real

 

[twascilk99]

No more childhood dreams left. All we have now is reality.

Dude I’m sorry. This sounds fucking brutal. You have us, for what it’s worth, we know your struggle and you’re not alone.

Cinema is suifuel it is literally full of JB-chadlet couples. Nothing good to see anyway. Should be a no go zone for incels.

What i'm used to do is walk on fire until my feet burn, i desensitized myself or deluded myself to the point i do go to the cinema, i do go to restaurants, i do visit zoos alone, this is my life and i try my very, very best to live it, but at moments like this the pain is so sharp i can feel my heart drop down to my stomach.

 

[twascilk99]

Life is so unnecessarily vile and so brutal.

 

[fang]

I need to know the races of the people involved

 

[blackedpiller]

That sucks brocel, I hate going to places alone, not to long ago I went to the museum, it was field trip day with kids all types of grades, it reminded me of different times and how alone I feel and that I can't connect with others.

 

[EpedaBIGDICKENERGY]

What i'm used to do is walk on fire until my feet burn, i desensitized myself or deluded myself to the point i do go to the cinema, i do go to restaurants, i do visit zoos alone, this is my life and i try my very, very best to live it, but at moments like this the pain is so sharp i can feel my heart drop down to my stomach.

You are strong.

 

[der_komische]

my view got a little blurry reading this

 

[prajeet88]

I am used to going restaurants alone now (well food places - not "romantic restaurants"). Never cinema though.

 

[LifeMaxxer]

I look forward to aging for the wisdom that sets in. It's hard and I do worry but being financially free and having my own place won't be so bad

 

[Logic55]

Don't blame yourself, its not your fault, blame women for making our lives miserable. They rejected us, abandoned us, and we rot in lonliness as a result

 

[deucegigalo]

Low iq moment to go to the Cinemas alone and not expect this? This isn't the 1960's chap. Let me tell you something incel to incel if you're gonna go out you need to be braced but also have the POWER; for instance, when i was younger a can of spray paint in 1 hand and a can a beer the other around town no worries power over them, now i'm older if i was to go out it's to see a lady of the night pointblank bam complex done, sorted! no bloody public transport either to sulk at other couples Uber lux to the Casino, kill some time till my "appointment" then to address any complex after my "meeting" when my time is up and its all said and done a fking Rolls Royce ghost waiting to take me back home son its all about the POWER!! Don't get caught lacking on the streets as an incel and expect it to be anything but a depressfest ive learned that over time...

 

[IncelsNeverCry]

Mogs me still having the strenght to go outside your home an do non vital tasks


View: https://youtu.be/9dcVOmEQzKA?t=120

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

My maternal grandfather is deceased. My paternal grandfather is distant from me; I know little to nothing of him, aside from having his Q haplogroup.

At the time of my maternal grandfather's death, I was his only grandchild, and I am the only male grandchild he has. My paternal grandfather is not related to my paternal uncle or his children biologically, so I am his only grandchild. This bestows me with elite status from my own perspective.

My father and I suffered discrimination from my paternal side due to our darker pigmentation despite being the only two biological descendants of my paternal grandfather.

My grandmother has five descendants from another male.



Once I die, my paternal grandfather's lineage also dies.

 

[Fallenleaves]

Completely debilitating sharp pain took over my entire body and i lost my senses for minutes after i saw a girl aged around the age i was when i first watched a porn movie, get on her boyfriend's lap and get her belly exposed under her crop top touched by hands sized bigger than i could ever dream of having.

 

[Rapist]

I had a similar experience yesterday where I was standing on the subway, and a Chadlite and her Becky gf were making out and being playful with each other right beside me.

 

[Drakul]

Hatred grows stronger with age, white pill my ass. At least at 20-25...hell maybe even late 20s you are still in the mindset of "youth=my real life has yet to begin, I'll meet someone different". But over 30-35 you just realise you had only one life and it's no longer possible for your brain to fool itself. Reality is not procrastinabile anymore, you begin to fully mature the idea that your youth and truly core of life has fallen, sex havers must die.

 

[IncelDragon]

I haven't been to a movie theater since The Lord of the Rings in 2001.

 

[SeetheBot9000]

What i'm used to do is walk on fire until my feet burn, i desensitized myself or deluded myself to the point i do go to the cinema, i do go to restaurants, i do visit zoos alone, this is my life and i try my very, very best to live it, but at moments like this the pain is so sharp i can feel my heart drop down to my stomach.

To live life alone is the hardest path. I would say that either you try more solo hobbies like art, music, crafts etc or you try to make friends rather than focus on gf-havers. I know this may sound like bluepill advice. I have no solutions, but we can all only struggle and cope. And as other incels have said, we all relate and are in the same boat, if that is worth anything.

 

[Skoga]

Mogs me

 

[epigonist]

Life is so unnecessarily vile and so brutal.

I feel you. I tried to watch the movie "Fallen Angels", a crime romance, and I felt physically ill, and a deep-seated uncomfortableness under my skin. I had to stop watching. It's some form of mental shock. I've never felt any kind of warmth, at most people scorn me. We disassociate from our struggles, and when they hit us like a truck when we don't expect it, it hurts. It cuts too deep. To the fire within.

 

[Buried Alive 2.0]

Which leads me to believe, the true meaning of It's Over is the Agepill.

All that drives us in the end is the hope of the future, the copes, some big change in the world. Anything.

Correct. Agepill, teen-love pill, loser-uncle pill are those related to getting old and are most brutal. The represent what was lost and can never be recovered. It's hopes end. Reading this thread is really angering and saddening and it made me think about suicide.

Hatred grows stronger with age, white pill my ass. At least at 20-25...hell maybe even late 20s you are still in the mindset of "youth=my real life has yet to begin, I'll meet someone different". But over 30-35 you just realise you had only one life and it's no longer possible for your brain to fool itself. Reality is not procrastinabile anymore, you begin to fully mature the idea that your youth and truly core of life has fallen, sex havers must die.

On the 30-35 you're on hope's last legs. You see the agepill coming hard and you know it's going to destroy you.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

It's hopes end. Reading this thread is really angering and saddening and it made me think about suicide.

I'll visit Neets.net and come back shortly. Aging is often painful for people with the inability to achieve objectives.

I'll be right back.

 

[AsiaCel]

 

[ClinicallyDeformed]

Total rebornoplasty. You might have to do it a couple of times to end up right

 

[Antifem Lord]

Don't blame yourself

 

[twascilk99]

Another thing that truly breaks a man is the experience of faking somebody else just to see how instant and easy it is for a good looking man / female to get approval/appraisal/respect/love from other people, and how beautiful of a feeling this is that incel man is missing on.

 

[Suicide Sheep]

Seeing couples secretly making out in public places is one of the most brutal things an incel can testimony. I have been through it too and I know it hurts a lot.
I wish you recover from it and recognize that you should avoid going out as much as possible, there is nothing of good awaiting for you outside.
You should only go out to gather resources or try new techniques to ascend.

 

[twascilk99]

my stacyfish account is getting praise from both men and women constantly, the validation my stacyfish is getting from random strangers 24/7 for simply existing is overwhelming to the point it becomes basic, casual, normal to receive praise, validation, respect, money, love, it's to the point you begin to lose your mind realising no one has ever given you as much as a second look in your whole existence in this world, while THIS is what actual living people in the world experience. And nothing comes close. Nothing will ever come close to being treated like human. To being treated like anything. I woke up my entire life and never once had a word of praise said to me, waiting on my phone the moment i pick it up. No one notices me. I am a ghost. I do not exist.