LifeFuel Almost crying as I managed to regain most of my trading losses from my August breakdown

[virgin4life]

As some of you may know from my previous posts as a result of my inceldom I dedicate my life to moneymaxxing. I am barely sleeping because I am working during the day, trading and researching during the night. Sometimes I am trading WHILE working which is extremely hard and stressful.

I see moneymaxxing as my last straw to live a life in dignity. If I fail I will remain a failure and a KHHV for the rest of my life.

So in early August I was suicidal and wanted to die as I had done some good trades and then started to do random trades as I was too successful and went crazy as a result of it. I destroyed most of my balance within a couple of days doing stupid retarded and pointless trades and felt like my life was over.

I can report today that from August 8 to today I managed to get my balance back up from 695 Euros to 2000 Euros today so I almost tripled it within 6 or 7 weeks. But what is more important than that is that I was able to be absolutely disciplined as a result of my breakdown in August. I did only reasonable trades that were rationally justifyable and sometimes I wouldn't trade even once for an entire week as I saw no good opportunity. Over the last three weeks I only did about 20 trades (previously I would sometimes do 20 trades in a single day) that all made sense and out of those 18 created a profit.

I would like to thank those of you that encouraged me back in August to keep going especially @iblamemyself. One day I will live in a house in Beverly Hills. There will be Ferraris in my garage and 18 year old teen girls will suck my dick in hopes of a piece of the cake. You need to have a dream my incel brethren! It is the only way to endure this shit. Even if it won't ever come true.

 

[Deleted member 15752]

As per usual, even mogged outside of looks.

 

[Deleted member 18193]

90% of traders lose money in the long run. Have you heard of that? There is no way to control the market when you have Phd Jewish mathematicians and financers running the show screwing everyone else with their HFT algorithms. I gave up on trading a long time ago because it was just too painful to continue to play the game.
Edit: This is just my opinion. If you're well, keep going. I'd never be able to win in the market.

 

[Cuyen]

youre still a virgin though

 

[virgin4life]

90% of traders lose money in the long run. Have you heard of that?

Yes the CFD brokers need to make their numbers public and it is about 80% that make a loss. The bankers may be geniuses and may have studied at one of the greatest universities but there are two things you need to take into consideration:

1. They have lifes. I don't. I am sometimes just sitting there for like 5 hours doing nothing but thinking about how things work on the market and sometimes I realize amazing things.
2. Anyone that knows how to trade won't tell you so you can't really learn it anywhere. Not even at the best university. Therefore the bankers can only really do the same as me which is sit down and think and since they have a life and a wife to fuck they won't spend as many hours sitting there and thinking. And even when they are at work they are busy doing shit. They can't just sit there for hours doing nothing but thinking.

This is how I managed to get on the first place out of 180.000.000 on Google under a very popular search term back in 2009. The competition (over 50.000 companies world wide) had experts and resources I could only dream of and still I managed to beat them because I had no life and could sit down for hours thinking about shit and this is how I will proceed with the stock market. There is no way I will ever give up since I have nothing to lose. Even if I lose my entire money until I die I won't stop until I draw my final breath because I have nothing else to do anyway.

 

[Deleted member 17724]

I wish you good luck but if you ever get rich, please don't let yourself get seduced by some sociopath gold-digger. There are so many sub-8 men who try to get rich because they see it as the only way to get foids and then as a result of a lack of female attention throughout their life, they end up in the snares of some roastie who needs a meal ticket.

Great examples of this would be Bill Gates or Mark Zuckerberg; former married an ugly feminist hag who treats him like shit and the latter married some Chink who probably had a Caucasian fetish. Both could have married a big-breasted blonde foid if they wanted, with their income. Bezos would also be a good example.

 

[littlemanhikicel]

So do you have 2000 euros in your account and do you expect to have ferraris?

 

[virgin4life]

I wish you good luck but if you ever get rich, please don't let yourself get seduced by some sociopath gold-digger. There are so many sub-8 men who try to get rich because they see it as the only way to get foids and then as a result of a lack of female attention throughout their life, they end up in the snares of some roastie who needs a meal ticket.

Great examples of this would be Bill Gates or Mark Zuckerberg; former married an ugly feminist hag who treats him like shit and the latter married some Chink who probably had a Caucasian fetish. Both could have married a big-breasted blonde foid if they wanted, with their income. Bezos would also be a good example.

I hear you bro. Yes, Jeff Bezos is the perfect example. She is the second richest foid on the planet now and did nothing but to spread her legs. I would never let this happen. I would always keep my whores humble and obedient.

 

[Deleted member 19858]

I don't see the appeal in an abundant amount of wealth. Assuming we are going to live alone perpetually, it's not like we'll need a lot of money for food, shelter and copes. IMO it's just a shitton of work that deceives you for the illusion of a reward or accomplishment.

 

[VirginAutistManlet]

Index funds > Mutual Funds > Try-hard day-trading by yourself on individual stocks.

Just get an index fund, like Vanguard, and keep putting money into it, and let compounding interest do its thing.

 

[virgin4life]

So do you have 2000 euros in your account and do you expect to have ferraris?

It doesn't matter how much money you have. What matters is that you get exponential growth. With the growth I have had over the last 6 weeks my 2000 Euros would be a million in less than a year.

Index funds > Mutual Funds > Try-hard day-trading by yourself on individual stocks.

I primarily trade CFDs on indices. I can't really trade on individual stocks due to fees and leverage restrictions but wouldn't really want to anyway.

 

[iblamemyself]

Thx virgin, really appreciate the update.
Yes, mansions, cars, a better life, no more headaches, no more paying rent, no rat race. This is the life I want. I get there step by step.

I don't see the appeal in an abundant amount of wealth. Assuming we are going to live alone perpetually, it's not like we'll need a lot of money for food, shelter and copes. IMO it's just a shitton of work that deceives you for the illusion of a reward or accomplishment.

Guess it's a spiritual thing for me. Since teenhood I long for revenge. I can't go ER, don't want to, but I love beating normies at the game of life. They need to be mogged and humiliated for what they have put me through.

I also gymcel, even though it would not help me ascend (I would have already ascended if this were the case). But some normiefags remain skinnyfat because they are afraid to go to the gym. My strong body is a form of revenge - I have something positive that they don't.

I don't even care about luxury. I'm not even worried about security as I am confident I would find a solution for any problem. But there is something I really need and that is revenge. I need revenge.

Index funds > Mutual Funds > Try-hard day-trading by yourself on individual stocks.

Just get an index fund, like Vanguard, and keep putting money into it, and let compounding interest do its thing.

Not if you want to be top dog. You need to develop your own ideas, at some point you cannot copy what others do.
Venneguard

 

[virgin4life]

Guess it's a spiritual thing for me. Since teenhood I long for revenge. I can't go ER, don't want to, but I love beating normies at the game of life. They need to be mogged and humiliated for what they have put me through.

I also gymcel, even though it would not help me ascend (I would have already ascended if this were the case). But some normiefags remain skinnyfat because they are afraid to go to the gym. My strong body is a form of revenge - I have something positive that they don't.

I don't even care about luxury. I'm not even worried about security as I am confident I would find a solution for any problem. But there is something I really need and that is revenge. I need revenge.

This describes pretty much how I feel about everything. I was born ugly to drug addicted parents. Life and society set me up to fail. I was supposed to be the one taking other people's trash away. But as long as I live I will fight like a fucking extremist to make things turn out differently just to teach those motherfuckers a lesson. People I know keep telling me a house and car won't make me happy. True...the house and car won't make me happy. What will make me happy is the feeling that I fucking DOMINATED everybody eventhough the game was rigged against me. Kind of like Maximus in Gladiator. Killing the emperor couldn't return his dead family or fix his life or anything but he did it because he had a bill open and it was going to be paid. Or like Hugh Glass in The Revenant. His son and wife were dead. He could have just laid there in the forest waiting for death as nothing was going to fix his life. But he had a bill open and it was going to be paid. And this is how I feel. I have a fucking bill open and IT WILL BE PAID.

 

[Over4Mexicels]

I dislike high finance

 

[Deleted member 17724]

I hear you bro. Yes, Jeff Bezos is the perfect example. She is the second richest foid on the planet now and did nothing but to spread her legs.

Not only that, he divorced her just to replace her with another ugly, old hag. All those billions are wasted on a dumb cuck as him.

I would never let this happen. I would always keep my whores humble and obedient.

If I was rich, I'd just fuck a different escort every week. Maybe have one sugardaddy relationship with at least a 9/10 but she'd have to do everything I ask of her or she's out.
Fantasies of mine like these are why I hate the rich-cel complaints about money not being worth anything because you're still ugly to foids. Yeah, money isn't going to buy you love but you get to fuck foids that under normal circumstances, only Chad would be able to get. That's way better than being stuck in a LTR where you can be cheated on at any time.

 

[Ellsworth]

I want to try day trading but with more money than that.

 

[virgin4life]

If I was rich, I'd just fuck a different escort every week. Maybe have one sugardaddy relationship with at least a 9/10 but she'd have to do everything I ask of her or she's out.
Fantasies of mine like these are why I hate the rich-cel complaints about money not being worth anything because you're still ugly to foids. Yeah, money isn't going to buy you love but you get to fuck foids that under normal circumstances, only Chad would be able to get. That's way better than being stuck in a LTR where you can be cheated on at any time.

True words spoken here bro.

I want to try day trading but with more money than that.

You can just as well start with a thousand bucks. It doesn't make a difference because if you can do it you will quickly make it with a thousand bucks. If you can't do it you will quickly lose whatever you have invested.

 

[needsolution]

As per usual, even mogged outside of looks.