Deleted member 27495
mrkittycel
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I WAKE UP AND WAGECUCK, I COME HOME TO NOTHING BUT TO STARE AT MY COMPUTER MONITOR EVERY DAY I AM ALONE AND SUICIDAL.
I WILL NEVER HAVE A GIRLFRIEND I WILL NEVER GET THE FEEL THE WARMTH OF A FEMALE COMPANION BESIDE ME I WAS DENIED OF A DECENT LIFE AND AM FORCED TO LIVE IN HELLISH MISERY EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY AND NOT ONE PERSON GIVES A SINGLE FUCK!!!!!!!
No one cares about me, no one wants me, no one talks to me, no one wants ANYTHING to do with me JUST because of my subhumanity and autism. And im supposed to just accept being raped by humanity, im tired of going to sleep fearing tomorrow, im tired of needing drugs to sedate myself into a complacent drone.
I would feel MUCH better if i had a few genuine friends that actually bothered talking to me first, where i didnt have to do all the work to maintain a friendship. The moment i get a chance to talk to a potential friend i just drive them away because im just so desperate for human contact that i end up sperging out and spamming them too much or acting super weird
I WILL NEVER HAVE A GIRLFRIEND I WILL NEVER GET THE FEEL THE WARMTH OF A FEMALE COMPANION BESIDE ME I WAS DENIED OF A DECENT LIFE AND AM FORCED TO LIVE IN HELLISH MISERY EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY AND NOT ONE PERSON GIVES A SINGLE FUCK!!!!!!!
No one cares about me, no one wants me, no one talks to me, no one wants ANYTHING to do with me JUST because of my subhumanity and autism. And im supposed to just accept being raped by humanity, im tired of going to sleep fearing tomorrow, im tired of needing drugs to sedate myself into a complacent drone.
I would feel MUCH better if i had a few genuine friends that actually bothered talking to me first, where i didnt have to do all the work to maintain a friendship. The moment i get a chance to talk to a potential friend i just drive them away because im just so desperate for human contact that i end up sperging out and spamming them too much or acting super weird