I had to stop binge drinking. It lead to excessive fapping, mental issues, brutal hangovers, vomiting, binge eating, getting fat, confiscated drivers licence, car towed, fights, delusions I had a chance to meet women, theft, trespassing, temporary homlessness.
Shit I don't know, two of my gamer friends died from liver failure... We were all the same fat drunks pretty much... I honestly felt jealous that they died and I didn't. But I couldn't keep it up.
Edit: Oh ya and it's actually very expensive. 50% of all my income for almost two decades. It's disgusting to think about that math.
It is a huge relief for a mentalcel to feel normal in the peak of his buzz, but... I can't get enough, can't stop.
So eventually in a weakend hungover state I would lay around in absolute terror and regret mentally shaming myself for every moment of my low inhibition states.
When I was younger I tried to laugh it off, but getting older it was just becoming more and more pathetic. I am already a self destructive, self hating guy. I think alcohol is yet another thing only "social" normies can enjoy.