Why do we suffer? We want intimacy with a member of the opposite sex, yet we are unable to do so, becoming a living version of the mith of Prometeus. Water is wet. But why do we want that intimacy? Because we are apes, mammals, who benefit from loving embraces, kisses, sense of belonging and a good fuck. Why is so? Because we release certain neurochemicals in our heads that makes us feel great
about it. If we didn’t, the sensory pleasure of those activities would stop being pleasurable at all. Again, water is wet. With agapemaxxing, we emulate that neurochemical context without the need of a woman. In fact, it feels better.
Ancient Greeks differentiated 3 kinds of love:
- Filos. It is the lowest kind of love. It is usually translated as passion for a subject, or the kind of love you establish in healthy relationships with relatives or friends. It’s a sense of belonging. Incels with no social circle can get filos here, at .co. But it’s not as fulfilling as eros.
- Eros. This is what every incel pursues. It is often translated as romantic love, formed in pair bonds. An incel can feel it, but it is only truly satisfactory if the feeling is corresponded. It is more intense and fulfilling than filos, but less than agape. Also, sex is great.
- Agape. Only a phew people experience this, like monks, ascetic volcels, etc. It can be translated into “greatest love towards life and existence”, "love towards God” or even “illumination” or “salvation". I can tell you by experience that not only it’s possible, but that it’s the greatest thing one can have. This is what absolutely everyone is looking for (even Chads and Stacies), but they (you) are not aware of it because they don’t know about its existence. In other words: you can’t miss what you haven’t experienced.
Ancient Greeks figured out some shortcuts to get to feel agape, and a lot of other cultures too, like Mayans, Aztecs, Mazatecs, ancient Egyptians, Celts, Siberian shamans and a massive etc. One of those shortcuts was the kykeon
, in the case of Ancient Greeks. The kykeon
was a drink made out of brewing the rye fungus Claviceps purpurea,
and was only given to the VIPs of the time (it is said that Plato and Aristotle were offered it) by a cult called The Mysteries of Eleusis
. That brew was used to induce “mystical experiences” on the guests, and they were allowed to do it only once in a lifetime. Some Christians are hypothesized to have had mystical experiences and epiphanies because of the rye bread they ate, that could have been contaminated with the fungus.
contained LSA, which has psychedelic properties. From LSA, after some semi-synthetic alteration in the lab, LSD can be obtained. Think about hippies in the 60’s: what was one of the words they waved in their poorly crafted banners? “Love”. However, you won’t be taking LSD, this was just an example.
Now, do you imagine feeling good about the little things because you have recovered sensitivity to them? Feeling enthusiastic about a shitload of things and not being bothered about your unfulfilled sex desires? It happened once to most of us. I’m talking about childhood. Agapemaxxing is similar to that, but slightly better, because you won’t be crying over stupid reasons.
There is a way you can unlock such mental state of enthusiasm again (with its ups and downs, ofc, ngl), even considering our blackpilled condition. The “recipe” I’m going to show you won’t make you ascend (well, maybe some might do it, but I promise nothing), but will reduce the emotional burden of inceldom about 85%. This brought me so much peace of mind, that now I feel in the moral duty of sharing it. The problem is, although able to save your ass, this “recipe” is dangerous, complicated, requires time, and will probably get you into legal trouble, specially if you live in the U.S., so you might even have to travel (e.g. Amsterdam).
Disclaimer: even though this is an extremely effective way to ease your suffering, it is dangerous (there’s no death risk) and it requires you to take a Schedule I drug (only once to 3 times in your lifetime, so it’s not drugsmaxx). I don’t promote the use of legal or illegal psychoactive substances of any kind. I’m only posting to show you boyos the route to a treasure chest, nothing more. And I did it summing it up, so there’s a lot I’m not saying (this post would be gargantuan otherwise). You are responsible of anything that could go wrong. Don’t blindly follow what a random graycel told you at .co. Do your own research. You have been warned. Alternatively, you can wait for these substances to be legalized.
Now… Here comes the trick: agapemaxxing will grant you that state of bliss I wrote about by emulating the neurochemical context needed for it. The process is relatively long, and the more steps you skip, the higher the probability of things getting real bad. Every step works to make the “set” for the psychedelic trip and to prolong the effect of the afterglow (the agape). The recipe:
- Get bacteria. Specifically, Lactobacillus reuteri. It pumps up oxytocin (one of the hormones of love) in your brain through the vagus nerve. Some studies show it is used to treat autism and social anxiety, but it also feels great on mood. Do this for 2 weeks at least before the trip.
- Get enough sun exposure every single day for a month, at least. That will pump up your serotonin and nitric oxide (laugh gas) and will regulate you circadian rhythms (you need to rest well for this to work, too).
- Do exercise every day for at least 2 weeks. Maybe rest 1 day a week. Try HIIT, as it doesn’t take up much time.
- If you are on SSRI’s, stop 3 months prior, maybe even more. Consult your therapist about reversible MAOi - SSRI interaction: a serotoninergic syndrome could kill you, so your system needs to be totally clean of SSRIs.
- No weed, alcohol, caffeine and other drugs at least one month before the trip.
- Low mood/depression most of the times is due to neuroinflammation, so you are going to start incorporating antiinflamatory food to your diet (like raw garlic, fruit, legumes...), and reduce the intake of proinflammatory food, like saturated fat, refined sugars, red meat, etc. The ideal diet here would be a whole food plant based diet. The closer you get to that, the better. Do this for a week at least. Hard mode: additionally, try intermittent fasting.
- Take triptophan + magnesium at least during a week. This will give you energy and increased serotonin/melatonin levels, thus, better mood.
- Take L-theanine. It’s nootropic (neurotrofic) and anxiolytic. Take it for a week at least.
- Take CBD (no THC!) supplements for a week at least. It's antipsychotic and anxyolitic and favor the release of BDNF in the dentate gyrus of the hippocampus and synaptogenesis in the prefrontal cortex promoting neurogenesis, thus bettering your memory and mood.
- Try to have your place as tidy as possible for a week in advance (this is part of the setting from "set and setting", if you already know about psychedelics).
- You need, at least, a week of NoFap, as the prolactin released in orgasm will interfere with the afterglow. I can’t provide a specific study to prove my point, ngl, but from my particular experience, it makes a difference.
- The day before the trip, you have to follow a tyramine restriction diet and all the previous steps to prevent a psychotic break or getting axiety/PTSD.
- You have to get somehow magic mushrooms or DMT + a beta-carboline/harmala mix that work like MAOi (50% harmine + 50% harmaline is ok, but if it has tetrahidroharmine, even better). The trip will provide you an “afterglow” when the effect is over. This afterglow, if you have followed the other steps, will last very long (months to years). The afterglow, if correctly attained, will provide you the agape. Note that it can’t be another type of psychedelic like derivatives of the family of the lysergic acid (like LSD) nor the family of phenethylamines (like mescaline)… It has to be one of these two psychedelic tryptamines (don’t do 5-MeO-DMT even if it is a tryptamine, tho; it could kill you, specially if you mix it with MAOi).
- Do the trip at a safe place you know, without interruptions, and preferably with a sober sitter; better if he/she has experience. Chose the best music you can think of, preferably calm, like lounge/chillout/psychill. Inhale some essential oils with terpenes that have a calming effect (like lemon or lavenderessential oils). Inform yourself about the substance of your choice:
- Shrooms / Psilocybin. Easy to navigate, but can last up to 8 hours. This compound got the scientific community very hyped in the last years, and it’s already in phase III clinical trials for curing treatment resistant depression, as it can cure it in only 1 session, when done properly (brutal compared to the months/years of meds + therapy). Take 2-4 dried grams of shrooms chopping or processing them and let them be digested with lemon juice in a shot glass for at least 30 min before ingestion, a.k.a. lemontek. You will have to do the tyramine restriction diet because there are beta-carbolines in mushrooms.
- DMT (a.k.a. the spiritual molecule) + beta-carbolines. My favorite. Beta carbolines protect you from bad trips, promotes neurogenesis, reduces fear, euphorizes the trip, prolongs the afterglow… and DMT only lasts 10 - 30 min, so if you have a bad trip, it will end soon. Here you got all the info you need for doing DMT + beta-carbolines.
Agapemaxxing is not merely taking psychedelic tryptamines. That’s only half of the story. You have to follow most of the steps mentioned earlier.
What will happen when agapemaxxing:
- You will have slightly increased levels of dopamine, bettering your motivation and feelings of reward.
- You will have resentitized serotonin receptors, making you feel happier, more alive and a sense of gratitude towards what you got in life.
- You will have increased oxytocin, which will make you feel a background of euphoria.
- You will have resensitized phenethylamine receptors, which will make you feel more euphoric as well.
Gentlemen, this shit changed my life for good. I remember thinking “I’ve recovered my sensibility. I feel genuine joy. And everything looks so beautiful now: colors, shapes, textures… Everything. I don’t need anything anymore but the bare basics. This is bliss. This is peace of mind. This is what everybody is looking for. Everyone should see this”.
Boyos, this is the fucking Holy Grail, it will save your ass, it is the physical manifestation of the most massive whitepill you can ever take, which obliterates the cicle of suffering brought by our condition as incels and the blackpill. I DGAF anymore because I have agape, which is superior to eros. So...
Ascending = Obtaining Eros.
Taking the ultimate whitepill = Obtaining Agape.
Agape > Eros
Taking the ultimate whitepill (Agapemaxx) > Ascending.
Your natural reaction at this point should be something in the lines of “Better than ascending? Stop using your head trying to break through reinforced concrete, soymonkcel. Just GTFO”. Hear me out: I insist that ascending is absolute shit compared to this. Do you think being with a woman will solve our problems? How many normies out there live misarable lives and are in relationships? A good deal of them. You know divorce rates are crazy high nowadays. Some of those betabuxxers are trapped in their own lives. They just pretend they don’t.
Do you think it would be different for us? I personally think it would be worse. And it’s not even going to happen because it's over, gentlemen (if you say otherwise, you are not blackpilled enough).
Isn’t it better getting agape than nothing? The definitive whitepill (agapemaxxing) is freedom. Freedom from GAF about SMV/LMS. Freedom from GAF about what women think or say about us. Freedom from expecting anything at all from women (because it’s over). Freedom from GAF about people being sociopathic at us. Freedom and strength to endure and even have a good time.
The blackpill might be the truth… but it doesn't solve its own soul crushing consecuences. The whitepill solves them, it grants freedom and strength; it’s the perfect complement . Only by taking massive whitepills we will get to the next level where we don’t overindulge in self pity and a victim mentality.
I apologize in advance if something I wrote really rustled your jimmies.
I like you, boyos. Stay strong.
inb4 soymokcel is gay: I wish.