However, I'm not actually depressed anymore. It's weird. I feel an intense rage towards foids, but my depression has almost completely went away. It's like my anger is giving me a reason to live now. I wildly prefer this over the soul crushing helplessness I feel when I'm depressed. I've started exercising way more, and it's so much easier to get work done. I have motivation to try and make a grasp for power in an effort to get my revenge now. It's a wild improvement to what I was a week ago. I think anger as a word has been demonized and slandered by people trying to make it seem like a bad thing, when in reality it's become the only reason for my existence. Anger motivates, hatred gives me life. It's a good thing. It's the only method in which I can actually feel alive now.
