I've been falling into a downward spiral at a faster and faster rate. My suicidal thoughts are becoming more and more vivid and intense, and there isn't a day that goes by where I don't considering ending my own life.
I can't even talk to anyone in public like a normal person anymore; I'm too concerned about my appearance. No one can help me, as every bit of advice is the same generic trash recycled over and over. I can't get a therapist, they won't give me any better insight.
I can't kill myself. It would ruin the lives of my parents, the only people who love me and cared about raising me. There's no hope for me but to live out this cruel existence until I die of natural causes. My plan is to get a job and support my family, confining myself indoors until I pass.
I can't even talk to anyone in public like a normal person anymore; I'm too concerned about my appearance. No one can help me, as every bit of advice is the same generic trash recycled over and over. I can't get a therapist, they won't give me any better insight.
I can't kill myself. It would ruin the lives of my parents, the only people who love me and cared about raising me. There's no hope for me but to live out this cruel existence until I die of natural causes. My plan is to get a job and support my family, confining myself indoors until I pass.
