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Hello,
I don't usually go out in public unless it's for work or absolutely necessary, but when I do, I generally don't get treated very well.
I have summed up the reasons for this but I cannot come to any conclusions other then my looks facially being distorted.
My clothes are acceptable by today's standards in society, my hair is kept, my posture is fine, I am somewhat well groomed. Despite all of this, I still get treated like garbage.
For example, the other day I went to get my White Card at a large shopping mall, in a separate room. It lasted from 9am - 2pm. When I first walked in, there was already someone waiting inside at a desk and he greeted me and introduced himself. I stumbled over my words when I replied and like always made a fool of myself. He was also fairly low on the looks scale, but he treated my with respect. Another individual walked in later who was probably late teens early 20s, I looked at him to say something but he give me F off signals.
During the break between the first and second segment, I went to a shop to get food, but along the way, like always, there was a group of people that would look at me then look away at their friends with a joking expression on their faces, or individuals walking past with a kind of snarl on their face as they looked at me. After it all finished at 2pm, I decided to look around the mall for a bit as I hadn't in years. On the way to a gaming shop, a group of girls (17-20yrs old) sprayed a massive amount of water at me as I walked past, right in my ear. Not just a squirt, but half the fricking bottle. I looked around and they all looked at me goofily and walked off. I felt intense hatred for them but the Lord stopped me from attacking.
There are many other examples but I won't get into it.
The point is how can I stop this from happening as an individual?
I don't usually go out in public unless it's for work or absolutely necessary, but when I do, I generally don't get treated very well.
I have summed up the reasons for this but I cannot come to any conclusions other then my looks facially being distorted.
My clothes are acceptable by today's standards in society, my hair is kept, my posture is fine, I am somewhat well groomed. Despite all of this, I still get treated like garbage.
For example, the other day I went to get my White Card at a large shopping mall, in a separate room. It lasted from 9am - 2pm. When I first walked in, there was already someone waiting inside at a desk and he greeted me and introduced himself. I stumbled over my words when I replied and like always made a fool of myself. He was also fairly low on the looks scale, but he treated my with respect. Another individual walked in later who was probably late teens early 20s, I looked at him to say something but he give me F off signals.
During the break between the first and second segment, I went to a shop to get food, but along the way, like always, there was a group of people that would look at me then look away at their friends with a joking expression on their faces, or individuals walking past with a kind of snarl on their face as they looked at me. After it all finished at 2pm, I decided to look around the mall for a bit as I hadn't in years. On the way to a gaming shop, a group of girls (17-20yrs old) sprayed a massive amount of water at me as I walked past, right in my ear. Not just a squirt, but half the fricking bottle. I looked around and they all looked at me goofily and walked off. I felt intense hatred for them but the Lord stopped me from attacking.
There are many other examples but I won't get into it.
The point is how can I stop this from happening as an individual?
