silversurfer
Nuclear Holocaust
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- Jul 17, 2024
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Every day I try to get to work at the same time as my oneitis(coworker) and then also leave work at the same time as she.
Because I want to see her and smell her, she smells so good, like flowers and honey. I tried to stop, but I cant, I'm literally addicted, it's like cocaine.
It's very stressful for me, always checking if she going home or waiting at home in the morning, because I would come to work too early or run to work because I'm "late".
In the morning she is going to work so early, I'm so tired, I want to sleep. I'm waking up at 5:30 every day.
I know it's giga over, because she has rich bf, he is few inches taller than me, better looking and not autistic.
Oneitis is worse than cancer, with cancer at least one day you will die and your suffering will end.
Because I want to see her and smell her, she smells so good, like flowers and honey. I tried to stop, but I cant, I'm literally addicted, it's like cocaine.
It's very stressful for me, always checking if she going home or waiting at home in the morning, because I would come to work too early or run to work because I'm "late".
In the morning she is going to work so early, I'm so tired, I want to sleep. I'm waking up at 5:30 every day.
I know it's giga over, because she has rich bf, he is few inches taller than me, better looking and not autistic.
Oneitis is worse than cancer, with cancer at least one day you will die and your suffering will end.