I know this is cope but I'd rather cope than rope Of course I'm a genetic fuck up like everyone else on this forum but I've accepted that I'm a genetic fuck up.
I'm still aware that I'm sub human but it doesn't matter to me anymore because I'm not here to be in a relationship or make friends or have a normal social life. I understand that those things are out of my reach. So instead of being miserable about it I'm just going to continue living out my life doing whatever I can that's enjoyable to me (cope).
Thanks to the blackpill I no longer care as much about people mocking me or looking at me as less than them because I know that's out of my control. I just keep going about my day to get it over with. Constantly being miserable and high inhibition about it will just make the day go by longer and make me feel worse. Plus I know that one day all of it will be over and that I won't have to put up with this anymore (cope).
Once I'm done with Highschool and live on my own I'll try to find ways to make enough money to be comfortable with my life. Then I'll just find hobbies/copes that are solitary to pass the time. Things like being a gymcel, travelling, naturemaxxing, and putting whatever intelligence I have to use.
Anyway that's all, I know there have probably been many other post like this but whatever.
