View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=j_yDchWp69A
Video by Real.
Connected a lot with me. I also still think a lot of really bad things that happened 10 years ago in Highschool, Real talks about that. Not a lot of folks thibk of their Highschool time but I think Incels do a lot - if the Events arent blocked due to severe memeory loss or trauma.
People just move on with their life. And while I did...I also did not. Sometimes I miss school and a few folks there.
But really I hated it. Still it was more Action then on my current boring job.
Leaving Highschool I think for many is that point were everything falls apart. Everything gets worse. "Adulthood" should come, but for Gen Z men, Adulthood doesnt mean starting a family, making money, working on projects, trying to finance a modern home and having a lot of sex aka "What Adults do". I am a full ass blown adult for 7, almost 8 years now - and I feel like a teenager stuck in his 14/15/16 yo self.
Still looking up youtube for video games, even tho I havent played one in 2 years. Trying to "looksmaxx" despite going out of my prime. Watching Anime and Reading Manga, that Form of 'escapism' is still stuck to me.
That said I onl follow 3 mangas and rarely watch anime/cartoons anymore.
I remember in 2022 I had a college course where it was all about "international cultures" and I was able to read Japanese and the Prof was astonished I could do that and asked how, I said I learned it from watching a lot of anime...2 dudes started cackling. They were laughting about me for watching anime in my early 20s.
Anime and especially Cartoons are just for kids and teens.
Like I made a post once how I was bullied at 14 yo by a Chadlite for watching Spongebob - which is argubly for all ages.
Its like I never grew out of certain childish stigmas. And I think its a side effect of my OCD and ADHD.
REAL also talks about early looksmaxxing...which I did but I eventually gave up due to bullying and always changing schools.
I am a huge Environmentcel and Mentalcel.
REAL also talks about Jestermaxxing and how he was one and holy shit it Hits hard.
How you think people laught about your jokes and sarcasm but really they laugh about you. Sometimes they laughted with mey but really it most likely was about me in a majority of Instances.
The only reason some people liked me and approched me ultimately was because I am a Genius. Always had the best grades, had mutliple "talents" (that are Irrelevant now) and extensive knowledge. Also the fact I can speak 7 languages is sometimes not a lot of people could, in my old classes it was 3 languages at most 4.
One Form of my personal jestermaxx is how I sometimes speak in french, then switch over to german, then japanese and some spanish and Russian.
I thought people could follow what I think and why I did it...but people aren't smart and that let to me being misunderstood.
Also REAL talks about bullies...thinking back I should have done more.
Unfortunately most of my bullies were actually teachers.
90% of the people that bullied me in Highschool were not students, it was all female teachers. Old hags, Witches and Roasties and it continued in college AND in my current job. Also basically no 40+ yo women at any of my shit Mini jobs ever liked me.
Roasties and Hags resented me from hello.
Young girls of my age group obviously dont like me much. Never did except maybe one or two, but yeah at least they did not despise me, threaten me and ultimately bully me into what I am now.
Watch the video if you have time and thanks for reading.
