I prayed for height everyone had growth spurts and towered over me, my closest friends even my 12 year-old brother, i prayed for strength and handsomeness i got uglier and got my teeth completely fucked up in an accident and my body only got weaker i prayed for intelligence general and social anxiety took over my mind and iam always in that blank mind state never able to get a clear head, i prayed to get into stem schools i never did, i prayed for my mother to survive covid she got cancer and is suffering every day helplessly.
and i was the most faithful most strict most god fearing one im my social circle in that period i even remember buying a guitar then returning it as it was forbidden.
never trust religion or religious people the more a person is religious the more copium they are huffing i have not prayed since my mother got cancer and never planning to return or listen to anyone that will try to talk me into repenting.
and i was the most faithful most strict most god fearing one im my social circle in that period i even remember buying a guitar then returning it as it was forbidden.
never trust religion or religious people the more a person is religious the more copium they are huffing i have not prayed since my mother got cancer and never planning to return or listen to anyone that will try to talk me into repenting.
