Cuyen
Everything hurts and I'm dying
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This my story of became a İncel.
I had crush on a girl ,ı met with her on a online game and found out she's living near to me.I was 14 years old by the time.We started talking all day and everything was OK.then we met irl,at the first time she saw me she didn't react well (cause of my ugly ass face) she was slavic girl,and really beautiful and ı fell in love with her eventually.I never touched her or never kissed,she always was so shy to saying she's love me but ı was okey with that and my love was growing up by time passing. Then she moved to another city,we were still talking and ı used to say her that ı love her so much etc etc. ı was a beta totally (still ım a beta) and 2 years passed,everything was OK .Until ı called her one day by the night and a guy answered the phone .a GUY and it was middle of night,she might be in home,guy on phone told me to never call him back again because she dont want me anymore.ı was dissapointed,ı cried every night for year. ı eventually found out ı wasnt worth it. The guy she left me for were handsome Chad,ı just was a betacuck,ı never touched her,ı never spoke her in bad way but she dumped me for Chad. İt was my first experince of suicide fuel. I never was able to get a gf afterwards,ı always got rejected by girls simply just cuz my looking.Women doesn't deserve anything,and they won't of men's love.I loved this girl for years and ı have a love for her,still but she destroyed my life and no women look back for me
I had crush on a girl ,ı met with her on a online game and found out she's living near to me.I was 14 years old by the time.We started talking all day and everything was OK.then we met irl,at the first time she saw me she didn't react well (cause of my ugly ass face) she was slavic girl,and really beautiful and ı fell in love with her eventually.I never touched her or never kissed,she always was so shy to saying she's love me but ı was okey with that and my love was growing up by time passing. Then she moved to another city,we were still talking and ı used to say her that ı love her so much etc etc. ı was a beta totally (still ım a beta) and 2 years passed,everything was OK .Until ı called her one day by the night and a guy answered the phone .a GUY and it was middle of night,she might be in home,guy on phone told me to never call him back again because she dont want me anymore.ı was dissapointed,ı cried every night for year. ı eventually found out ı wasnt worth it. The guy she left me for were handsome Chad,ı just was a betacuck,ı never touched her,ı never spoke her in bad way but she dumped me for Chad. İt was my first experince of suicide fuel. I never was able to get a gf afterwards,ı always got rejected by girls simply just cuz my looking.Women doesn't deserve anything,and they won't of men's love.I loved this girl for years and ı have a love for her,still but she destroyed my life and no women look back for me