Venting A small story

[Antarctic]

About four years ago about this time of year. I was working in a grocery store as a cashier for a little bit of money while I went to school. I meet this nice Hispanic girl whom I tried to befriend and talked to. She acted nice to me and treated me with some respect and interest so I asked if she wanted to go get something to eat after work. I'm usually really quiet and don't have much to say but I guess she figured she had nothing to lose.

The next couple of days rolled by and I picked her up in my car and we went to I think it was Dennys or some American restaurant. I didn't really say much to her in fact I was really boring the whole time I guess, with some occasional small talk in between eating our food. She seemed somewhat interested. And this kept up for a few weeks until she invited me to her church she would go to. I'm not really a religious person anymore but I kind of enjoy the community of some of those places. I tried to sit down with her and her friends but they just kept moving away from me. One of them even said I looked all alone and I believed she laughed at me or something. A few days later I got a word from the girl I was trying to date and she told me that her friends thought I was a weirdo and a loser.

That was my experience from a church girl that was exactly my age. I feel like nothing can ever be happy for me after that, no one came to my defense, no one tried to comfort me (Not even my own family), no one cared. That was.. Probably one of the worst feelings I've ever felt in my entire life.

I'm about to turn 24 in a few days guys. I think I'm gonna give it one more year of life for the hell of it. Once I turn 25 I'll see you guys tomorrow. Does anyone have a good list of painless ways to sui?

 

[Hail The Bloatlord]

RELIGION=CANCER

 

[BlackPilledKira]

So a girl liked you enough to get in your car and invite you to church yet you're depressed because her dumb friends called you weird?

It's clearly not over for you, you're a mentalcel that needs to learn social skills and develop confidence so you can seem neurotypical. Consider yourself lucky, stop being an overdramatic aspie and start working on improving yourself so you can leave this miserable place.

 

[Antarctic]

So a girl liked you enough to get in your car and invite you to church yet you're depressed because her dumb friends called you weird?

It's clearly not over for you, you're a mentalcel that needs to learn social skills and develop confidence so you can seem neurotypical. Consider yourself lucky, stop being an overdramatic aspie and start working on improving yourself so you can leave this miserable place.

"Just be confident anon xD" I didn't post this for a lecture. And obviously this isn't the first time this has happened to me. I don't have any friends irl anymore, and everyone in my family doesn't want to hear it from me anymore either. I'm not looking for attention obviously so just help me out where I asked.

 

[this is hell]

this is why its impossible for incels to ascend. even if by some miracle a girl finds you attractive her friends will cockblock you and say you're ugly and weird to her and then she will be shamed for liking you and then ghost you

 

[Antarctic]

this is why its impossible for incels to ascend. even if by some miracle a girl finds you attractive her friends will cockblock you and say you're ugly and weird to her and then she will be shamed for liking you and then ghost you

 

[BlackPilledKira]

"Just be confident anon xD" I didn't post this for a lecture. And obviously this isn't the first time this has happened to me. I don't have any friends irl anymore, and everyone in my family doesn't want to hear it from me anymore either. I'm not looking for attention obviously so just help me out where I asked.

If you want to sui despite having immense potential to ascend and change your life then go for it.

The only viable painless methods of sui are inert gas asphyxiation or shotgun to the head. However both are pretty risky and you're utterly fucked for life if you screw it up.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

That's a rough story but you shouldn't sui, going by your title you're already aware of the one true prophet, so take heart

 

[Henry de Montherlant]

So she let you down just because some of her friends called you a weirdo in your back ?

 

[Antarctic]

So she let you down just because some of her friends called you a weirdo in your back ?

Kind of. It was really.. Disappointing, like she stopped talking to me period even when I attended the church. In fact a lot of the people around the church didn't want me to hang around any of them at all, I just felt like nothing. Have you ever felt so depressed you couldn't get out of bed?

That's a rough story but you shouldn't sui, going by your title you're already aware of the one true prophet, so take heart

Let the Storm break loose!

 

[Henry de Montherlant]

Have you ever felt so depressed you couldn't get out of bed?

Yes, it happened last year the night I seroiusly considered suicide.

Kind of. It was really.. Disappointing, like she stopped talking to me period even when I attended the church. In fact a lot of the people around the church didn't want me to hang around any of them at all, I just felt like nothing.

Is there something about your appearance that could be considered unusual though (mody bodification, pilosity, etc) ?

 

[Antarctic]

Yes, it happened last year the night I seroiusly considered suicide.


Is there something about your appearance that could be considered unusual though (mody bodification, pilosity, etc) ?

No, I'm just really pale and skinny. I'm probably just socially awkward and weird to talk too.

 

[Insalsa]

So a girl liked you enough to get in your car and invite you to church yet you're depressed because her dumb friends called you weird?

It's clearly not over for you, you're a mentalcel that needs to learn social skills and develop confidence so you can seem neurotypical. Consider yourself lucky, stop being an overdramatic aspie and start working on improving yourself so you can leave this miserable place.

Cope

 

[Juxtaposition6]

Fuck them they can go die, don't end your life because of this, just cope.

 

[BonoboPower]

Maybe if you have the opportunity to go to nerdy/humanitarian/intellectual events or social circles, you might find friends(perhaps girls) who have a brain of their own.

 

[StaroRavager]

About four years ago about this time of year. I was working in a grocery store as a cashier for a little bit of money while I went to school. I meet this nice Hispanic girl whom I tried to befriend and talked to. She acted nice to me and treated me with some respect and interest so I asked if she wanted to go get something to eat after work. I'm usually really quiet and don't have much to say but I guess she figured she had nothing to lose.

The next couple of days rolled by and I picked her up in my car and we went to I think it was Dennys or some American restaurant. I didn't really say much to her in fact I was really boring the whole time I guess, with some occasional small talk in between eating our food. She seemed somewhat interested. And this kept up for a few weeks until she invited me to her church she would go to. I'm not really a religious person anymore but I kind of enjoy the community of some of those places. I tried to sit down with her and her friends but they just kept moving away from me. One of them even said I looked all alone and I believed she laughed at me or something. A few days later I got a word from the girl I was trying to date and she told me that her friends thought I was a weirdo and a loser.

That was my experience from a church girl that was exactly my age. I feel like nothing can ever be happy for me after that, no one came to my defense, no one tried to comfort me (Not even my own family), no one cared. That was.. Probably one of the worst feelings I've ever felt in my entire life.

I'm about to turn 24 in a few days guys. I think I'm gonna give it one I more year of life for the hell of it. Once I turn 25 I'll see you guys tomorrow. Does anyone have a good list of painless ways to sui?

Trust me, latinas will always make you feel welcome and provide the illusion that you have a chance it happened to me twice

 

[Welcumtotherealworld]

It's over and the bigger black pill is that you most likely won't have the balls to kill yourself. You'll most likely suffer like the rest of us. There's no coming back from this, it's over.

 

[blackops4cel]

So a girl liked you enough to get in your car and invite you to church yet you're depressed because her dumb friends called you weird?

It's clearly not over for you, you're a mentalcel that needs to learn social skills and develop confidence so you can seem neurotypical. Consider yourself lucky, stop being an overdramatic aspie and start working on improving yourself so you can leave this miserable place.

This. You was just a cashier, not some ceo from wall street, and yet she talked to you, was nice to you you and then even invited you to a church. Feels surreal to me, not a single girl I ever knew wanted to just talk to me.

 

[Antarctic]

This. You was just a cashier, not some ceo from wall street, and yet she talked to you, was nice to you you and then even invited you to a church. Feels surreal to me, not a single girl I ever knew wanted to just talk to me.

Well too be fair I approached her. And I was just talking to her about what she does outside of work and shit, she said stuff about church with her friends so I went along with it and I ended up there.

 

[Deleted member 1983]

thats.. depressing. i find a lot of females are very quick to judge.. which is disappointing tbh. takes more than a few encounters to know someone.

you a virgin OP?

 

[Frankenstein's M.]

About four years ago about this time of year. I was working in a grocery store as a cashier for a little bit of money while I went to school. I meet this nice Hispanic girl whom I tried to befriend and talked to. She acted nice to me and treated me with some respect and interest so I asked if she wanted to go get something to eat after work. I'm usually really quiet and don't have much to say but I guess she figured she had nothing to lose.

The next couple of days rolled by and I picked her up in my car and we went to I think it was Dennys or some American restaurant. I didn't really say much to her in fact I was really boring the whole time I guess, with some occasional small talk in between eating our food. She seemed somewhat interested. And this kept up for a few weeks until she invited me to her church she would go to. I'm not really a religious person anymore but I kind of enjoy the community of some of those places. I tried to sit down with her and her friends but they just kept moving away from me. One of them even said I looked all alone and I believed she laughed at me or something. A few days later I got a word from the girl I was trying to date and she told me that her friends thought I was a weirdo and a loser.

That was my experience from a church girl that was exactly my age. I feel like nothing can ever be happy for me after that, no one came to my defense, no one tried to comfort me (Not even my own family), no one cared. That was.. Probably one of the worst feelings I've ever felt in my entire life.

I'm about to turn 24 in a few days guys. I think I'm gonna give it one more year of life for the hell of it. Once I turn 25 I'll see you guys tomorrow. Does anyone have a good list of painless ways to sui?

Time to rope man

 

[Antarctic]

thats.. depressing. i find a lot of females are very quick to judge.. which is disappointing tbh. takes more than a few encounters to know someone.

you a virgin OP?

Ya I am.

To tell you the truth, its getting embarrassing to be almost 25 and never had a lay before. A lot of friends or guys at my job joke about it with me. I guess its because I'm really quiet. They seem to think its a funny joke to call me an active shooter, but man that "Joke" really does hurt me on the inside a lot. I don't want to hurt anyone. But I think if I have to live my life alone I might as well not live it at all.

 

[Deleted member 1983]

Ya I am.

To tell you the truth, its getting embarrassing to be almost 25 and never had a lay before. A lot of friends or guys at my job joke about it with me. I guess its because I'm really quiet. They seem to think its a funny joke to call me an active shooter, but man that "Joke" really does hurt me on the inside a lot. I don't want to hurt anyone. But I think if I have to live my life alone I might as well not live it at all.

you considered seeing an escort?

 

[solcel]

lmao this story belongs on Reddit not here

 

[Antarctic]

No I'm not going to get an escort. I figure if no wants me for who I am then I'm doomed to be alone forever.

 

[Antarctic]

No I'm not going to get an escort. I figure if no wants me for who I am then I'm doomed to be alone forever.

you considered seeing an escort?

 

[Figthcel]

No I'm not going to get an escort. I figure if no wants me for who I am then I'm doomed to be alone forever.

That is the way

Also, avoid porn.

Btw her friends are scum and you should not care about them.

 

[FiveFourManlet]

Trust me, latinas will always make you feel welcome and provide the illusion that you have a chance it happened to me twice

All women are evil but Latin women are another breed of evil.

 

[Antarctic]

That is the way

Also, avoid porn.

Btw her friends are scum and you should not care about them.

Ya I don't look at porn anymore. Its just degenerate and gross. I need to grow up and stop being a teenager, I'll try nofap and try and go outside more often.