Venting A shitty week

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Been down in the dumps lately. Nothing seems to ever work out for me.

First my computer crashed, then I lost all my files, now I can't download my amp Sims for some reason.

Been eating like shit. Really felt low tonight so I picked up a bottle. It's the only thing that makes me happy.

Contemplating just quitting music. I've already quit everything else.

Just want to get away. I need to.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Parents took away my keys because they don't trust me, so I walked to Walmart.

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Meanwhile my dad can drink all he wants.

Last time I drank I got in trouble because my dad thought I was gonna burn the house down with the blow torch. I couldn't find my lighter for my cigs, and instantly he thinks I'm out to hurt someone.

Typical

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

If you're a sub 5 man everyone will hate you. Even your own family. I am looked at as a burden. All of my problems are just inconveniences to them.

Nevermind how I feel. It's always about them. "You're hurting us son", "You bring dishonor to the family".

 

[Poindexter]

Fucking brutal bro.

I hope shit improves for you soon, really do brocel

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Then they yell in your face and shame you. Blaming all of your problems on your own doing.

Mocking me. Insulting my music.

I hate my family.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Fucking brutal bro.

I hope shit improves for you soon, really do brocel

It won't.

Thank you though brocel.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

This life has been an exercise in futility.

 

[XtremeMax]

you dont deserve this man enjoy that vodka brocel

 

[Choler]

thats so brutal bro, why we have to suffer like this every fucking day? why? its cruel

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

I never want to even lift a finger anymore. There's nothing to be grateful for in this life. Everything is shit. This realm in its design is shit. This god is shit. It's people are shit.

Humans are such a joke of a species. No other animal is as stupid or moronic. All pretending it means something.

Our parents should owe us for what they have done. The very act of them bringing other living beings into this hell is beyond lowly.

All that they gave are problems. And there are no solutions. It's just a repeating cycle of pointless tasks.

And then they demand you make something of it when I didn't even ask to be here in the fucking first place.

It's abuse. Fucking sickening and disgusting abuse. Bullying.

Just because they were too weak to handle it on their own, now I gotta come in and pick up the pieces.

The sins of the father. What a fucking joke.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

you dont deserve this man enjoy that vodka brocel

Thanks mang

You don't either, none of you do. I'm sorry you ended up in this cruel heartless world. You all deserve better then what it has to "offer".

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

thats so brutal bro, why we have to suffer like this every fucking day? why? its cruel

I don't know brocel, I don't know.

 

[XtremeMax]

Thanks mang

You don't either, none of you do. I'm sorry you ended up in this cruel heartless world. You all deserve better then what it has to "offer".

thank you brocel that means a lot

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Gonna drink till black out. Just don't care anymore.

 

[loopcel]

don't think about the bad stuff. alcohol makes it so you can only feel one thing at a time, so if you're sad while drinking you're going to get really sad, if you're angry you'll get really angry, etc... I try to block out unhappy thoughts when I open a bottle, just listen to some good music on your phone and your mood will improve

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

thank you brocel that means a lot

ofc fren, I got your back.

 

[m3nt4Lbl0ck3d]

a shitty life

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

don't think about the bad stuff. alcohol makes it so you can only feel one thing at a time, so if you're sad while drinking you're going to get really sad, if you're angry you'll get really angry, etc... I try to block out unhappy thoughts when I open a bottle, just listen to some good music on your phone and your mood will improve

Blocking out the problems won't make them go away though. I'd rather just ruminate and feel worse.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Blocking out the problems won't make them go away though. I'd rather just ruminate and feel worse.

I use the negative energy as fuel. It's the only thing that keeps me going.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

I use the negative energy as fuel. It's the only thing that keeps me going.

The negative speed force jfl

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

The negative speed force jfl

View: https://youtu.be/-sjUGLRwtyA?si=rC9WnnuReuRKT6HX

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Reverse flash is so much cooler then barry ever was. If I had that power I would be very petty as well.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Reverse flash is so much cooler then barry ever was. If I had that power I would be very petty as well.

Yellow is one of my favorite colors too, and it looks great on comic characters.

 

[Poindexter]

It won't.

Thank you though brocel.

Yea i know... hang in there Brocel