Hikikomori
Schizophrenia & OCD
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I identify as a mentalcel, being schizotypal amongst other disorders. Does that mean i don't qualify for incel ?
Hear me out, my paranoia and social anxiety is so intense i've never had a girlfriend, i've never kissed or had sexual contact. And guess what, i'm 6'5 ... Do stupid THOTS like me ? How the fuck would i know ? I'm unable to even LOOK at them, let alone speak to them. I walk away from them if they come anywhere near me.
I have the same crazy eyed look that some schizo's do, and i can tell it scares females off, and that's okay, because they're all shit anyways. I'm so uncomfortable in public i go into a catatonic state from sheer panic if i stay out too long ... thus i rarely leave my bedroom.
Some of you might say "but you have height going for you" ... and to that i say what the fuck does it matter ? I've always been isolated, still am, and will be until the day i die, whether i like it or not. It's not a choice AKA Vol, because from my experience, there is no cure for shizo spectrum paranoia, it's hellish and it remains, despite the various medications.
Hear me out, my paranoia and social anxiety is so intense i've never had a girlfriend, i've never kissed or had sexual contact. And guess what, i'm 6'5 ... Do stupid THOTS like me ? How the fuck would i know ? I'm unable to even LOOK at them, let alone speak to them. I walk away from them if they come anywhere near me.
I have the same crazy eyed look that some schizo's do, and i can tell it scares females off, and that's okay, because they're all shit anyways. I'm so uncomfortable in public i go into a catatonic state from sheer panic if i stay out too long ... thus i rarely leave my bedroom.
Some of you might say "but you have height going for you" ... and to that i say what the fuck does it matter ? I've always been isolated, still am, and will be until the day i die, whether i like it or not. It's not a choice AKA Vol, because from my experience, there is no cure for shizo spectrum paranoia, it's hellish and it remains, despite the various medications.