Alexander400
I feel things you wouldn't believe
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There were cop cars and ambulances everywhere, they taped his house so nobody could see but we had special permission because we were friends. I dont know the full story but from what i can piece together he was an oldcel who locked himself in his room and ate a bullet.
When i think back to previous New Years celebrations they never really meant anything to me, just another day. But now to me they serve as metaphorical clock ticking away at my life. I remember all my missed opportunities at ascending, all my regrets and how much i have missed out on life. On TV i see all the couples kissing, on my house my parents throw a celebration every new years so i sometimes get to see relatives around my age with their wives/gf and some even with kids. I am afraid that this things will never be for me.
How are you guys holding up? Anything you wanna get off your chest?
When i think back to previous New Years celebrations they never really meant anything to me, just another day. But now to me they serve as metaphorical clock ticking away at my life. I remember all my missed opportunities at ascending, all my regrets and how much i have missed out on life. On TV i see all the couples kissing, on my house my parents throw a celebration every new years so i sometimes get to see relatives around my age with their wives/gf and some even with kids. I am afraid that this things will never be for me.
How are you guys holding up? Anything you wanna get off your chest?