I walk in my city late at night and it was raining. Than i see a beautiful pale readhead with freckles cosplaying asuka langley. We walk together and i tell her the cosplay is awesome and she gets excited. We enter a hotel together and talk about Evangelion. I say shinji is underrated asf and the entire EOE movie happened cos he gave asuka was a dumb bitch who wouldnt give him attention to which asuka cosplayer agrees but notes "not eveyone sees it this way". We make a few jokes about me using imageboards and incel lingo and i get sad, i say to myself and think that if i were a blonde muscular man she wouldnt think im a creep. In the end we leave the hotel cause she has theater class early in the morning tommorow (shes in highschool) and suddenly the city looks european, french even. An hotel chef makes a joke about js bring a couple, i get excited and asuka cosplayer reacts tsunderishly saying "Ayyy!!". I follow her to a certain point. When i woke up i thought this was real and wondered if and when ill ever see her again. I thought meeting her is proof of my will for a gf being so strong that the universe literally gave me her. Than i realised it wasnt real, so that it was 4 pm, went to pee in silence and stepped back into sleep.
