StaroRavager
Hateful, Disgusted, Alone
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- Aug 18, 2018
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For some reason I was reminded of this one girl who I had a class with in my sophomore year of high school. I didn’t know her name but in my mind, I dubbed her “Cheese” because her appearance reminded me of a pale ball of cheese. She was very short maybe 5’0 or 5’1, her skin resembled string cheese, she wasn’t fat but had a chubby appearance and had a bit of facial bloat and a recessed chin as well. I paid her little to no mind but on the occasions when I saw her in the halls she always seemed to be with someone, I never saw her with other guys but she seemed to have no shortage of friends.
Back then I felt some sense of relief when looking at her, I didn’t know what an incel was at the time (the term wouldn’t become popular until years later) but I knew that my SMV was extremely low. Looking at girls like her gave me a sense that I had some hope even if I was trying to play inleagues that I had no business in at the time. Given what i know now however I can surmise that she’s had at least one bf by now, or at the very least lost her virginity a while ago and here I am, still a KHV rotting in bed 24/7 with no friends, gf, or any happiness of which to speak of. Had that girl been born male she’d be in my position and yet due to the way the sexual marketplace is set up she has most likely risen above me
Back then I felt some sense of relief when looking at her, I didn’t know what an incel was at the time (the term wouldn’t become popular until years later) but I knew that my SMV was extremely low. Looking at girls like her gave me a sense that I had some hope even if I was trying to play inleagues that I had no business in at the time. Given what i know now however I can surmise that she’s had at least one bf by now, or at the very least lost her virginity a while ago and here I am, still a KHV rotting in bed 24/7 with no friends, gf, or any happiness of which to speak of. Had that girl been born male she’d be in my position and yet due to the way the sexual marketplace is set up she has most likely risen above me