Incels.is - Involuntary Celibate
Hey guys im new and I know this kind of post has been done millions of times probably but I just felt like writing out my thoughts too so hope you dont mind.
Today I was at the gym trying to gymcel when I noticed two girls using the pull up machine next to me. One was flat chested, hunched back, big nose and receded chin and sunken eyes. She was extremely unattractive, to the point that it actually physically affected me and made me feel unwell and uncomfortable.
Her friend however, was extremely attractive. She had a soft gaze with gentle contours of her eyes into a positive canthal tilt, perfect eyebrows, slant of her petite nose, full lips, perfectly aligned white teeth and the smoothest most awesome jawline I have ever seen on a woman, she was a solid 9.5/10 by anyones standards. She was also slightly thicc with muscle, but in a feminine, sexy way. PLUS she had pretty big boobs, a big C cup minimum.
It was just another real world example of how much more important looks are than anything else. Suicide fuel at its finest. To see a girl like this and realise the sheer amount of privileges she gets in her life and will continue to get for pretty much the rest of her life. Thats bullshit about the whole "Once you're a bit older youre no longer desirable". If youre good looking, youre still going to be a "good looking older person", ESPECIALLY men man, holy shit. Tom Cruise is in his 50's and will get any 20 year old roastie wet if he asked for sex. Older women may not have that kind of power with younger men, but the older men are still going to find an older hot woman very desirable. The way I reacted to that beautiful girl today with so much love and admiration and desire and longing, is how everybody reacts to fcking chad. What kind of life must that be? do you guys have any concept at all of how awesome your life would be if you were beautiful? It breaks my fcking heart.
Its tough to look in the mirror and see something so repulsive and disheartening and downright depressing. To sit up and tell yourself out loud and realise and embody the truth, that you are not physically desirable, and women will never be sexually interested in you. Growing up, facing countless rejections and girls politely telling you "sorry, im just not interested". No girls were ever interested.
I
Am
Disgusting
Animalistic. I do not represent any physically desirable manifestation of masculinity for women. Women want nothing to do with me. My face creeps women out.
Ive been struggling with motivation for life for the past 6 months when I came to the final irreversible realisation that the reason I have never had success EVER with women was because I am legitimately facially ugly. The youtuber FaceAndLMS made me cry so many times but they were tears of some satisfaction, satisfaction that I at least knew the truth, and would no longer be in the dark wondering "Why are none of the girls I ask out every interested in me?"
Today I was at the gym trying to gymcel when I noticed two girls using the pull up machine next to me. One was flat chested, hunched back, big nose and receded chin and sunken eyes. She was extremely unattractive, to the point that it actually physically affected me and made me feel unwell and uncomfortable.
Her friend however, was extremely attractive. She had a soft gaze with gentle contours of her eyes into a positive canthal tilt, perfect eyebrows, slant of her petite nose, full lips, perfectly aligned white teeth and the smoothest most awesome jawline I have ever seen on a woman, she was a solid 9.5/10 by anyones standards. She was also slightly thicc with muscle, but in a feminine, sexy way. PLUS she had pretty big boobs, a big C cup minimum.
It was just another real world example of how much more important looks are than anything else. Suicide fuel at its finest. To see a girl like this and realise the sheer amount of privileges she gets in her life and will continue to get for pretty much the rest of her life. Thats bullshit about the whole "Once you're a bit older youre no longer desirable". If youre good looking, youre still going to be a "good looking older person", ESPECIALLY men man, holy shit. Tom Cruise is in his 50's and will get any 20 year old roastie wet if he asked for sex. Older women may not have that kind of power with younger men, but the older men are still going to find an older hot woman very desirable. The way I reacted to that beautiful girl today with so much love and admiration and desire and longing, is how everybody reacts to fcking chad. What kind of life must that be? do you guys have any concept at all of how awesome your life would be if you were beautiful? It breaks my fcking heart.
Its tough to look in the mirror and see something so repulsive and disheartening and downright depressing. To sit up and tell yourself out loud and realise and embody the truth, that you are not physically desirable, and women will never be sexually interested in you. Growing up, facing countless rejections and girls politely telling you "sorry, im just not interested". No girls were ever interested.
I
Am
Disgusting
Animalistic. I do not represent any physically desirable manifestation of masculinity for women. Women want nothing to do with me. My face creeps women out.
Ive been struggling with motivation for life for the past 6 months when I came to the final irreversible realisation that the reason I have never had success EVER with women was because I am legitimately facially ugly. The youtuber FaceAndLMS made me cry so many times but they were tears of some satisfaction, satisfaction that I at least knew the truth, and would no longer be in the dark wondering "Why are none of the girls I ask out every interested in me?"