i was talking to this one latina (20) on a vc retard website. Anyways we were talking for a bit and i noticed that if its just my voice and not my face, they are not repelled immediately, even when i offend them or say some weird shit. They talk to me with such interest and attraction that im always surprised and wondering if thats what chads experience or anything above ltn. Fortunately i have a deeper voice but everything else is brutal. 5'3, recessed chin, hair receeding, hollow eyes. So hollow it looks like i got wasted in a fight. It never began for me. Well she asked how i looked like and from previous experiences i knew what was bound to happen.
So i just sent some picture of a friend of mine who happens to look good, he aint no chad but more like a htn. He basically mogs me in everything, green eyes, white, full lips, thick dark eyebrows, taller than me. No surgery would ascend me to his level. I told her i was ugly but she brushed it off, personality matters more she said. So after she received that htn picture her behavior changed. She got really happy and was content that im no subhuman. Then she asked if i had a gf currently, to which i said no because i usually dont have luck with women in general. (I tried to be myself but with htn face, so my personality but just a better face and more height, like 5'10.) She didnt believe it, said i was lying. Can a htn even slay that much? Well after confirming that im indeed htn and just unlucky she began praising me.
You look so good, your eyes, nose, lips, height just everything, wow, come to my place she said. ( i will never have that, never hear that). She wanted to fly me out and stay at her place. She told me that I could live with her, sent her address and all. She was a m-htb, curvy, attractive. Mental htn didnt need to go to the gym, he just buzzed his hair and said done, no need to shower too. Go to the gym bro, just take a shower bro, get a haircut bro... No amount of gym will do that. If you would've showered from now till ends of universe it still wouldnt change a thing. No haircut will do that. Game of bones and i lost badly. I fucked up now im just decaying. After she trusted the htn she told me that her previous bfs were really kind and did everything for her but he was just ugly and his voice was just to high pitched. She couldnt bear him. No personality for your face. I then confronted, but i thought personality matters? just laughter came. She said for that face no personality could compensate. How brutal is that? He paid for everything, did everything, just as a oofey doofy would do. Then he got dropped. She said white guys do really well here, most guys there are ugly so the htn would slay she said. JBW is real, i didnt think of jbw and geomaxxing as a feasible option but if u even look somewhat ok, not a midget and are white there is hope (not for me tho: ethnic, short af, sub5 face).
She praises the white man. She doesnt like shitskins like herself, the white man is what she needs, what she craves. Just be white. If i was that htn i wouldnt be here. I would slay till doom comes. I wish i was better off. The guy she just met is invited to slam her guts out and stay with her for god knows how long. Living next to a beach with a latina. Man i will never chadfish again, its just hard to cope. I knew that there are options i couldnt possibly have but these leagues are insane. What worth do i even have. When i meat people who only have heared my voice before they think im tall chad but im sub5. They look changes from awe to disgust once they see me. I thought youd be broader, taller, good looking, just not sub5 is what they mean.
I was only allowed small glimpses of normal life, of chad interaction. for what reasons? what would i gain from those crumbs?
For now i can only imagine being that fake chad and slaying that latina, nothing else. Cause that was genuine attraction, chadstruck. I said i liked stalking and i cant love anyone, she didnt care. Just be chad nothign else matters. I was incapable of loving but that didnt concern her. Just be a chad.
Mental stalker Emotionally unavailable htn can do almost anything.
Chad can even kill and it doesnt matter. Insane world
So i just sent some picture of a friend of mine who happens to look good, he aint no chad but more like a htn. He basically mogs me in everything, green eyes, white, full lips, thick dark eyebrows, taller than me. No surgery would ascend me to his level. I told her i was ugly but she brushed it off, personality matters more she said. So after she received that htn picture her behavior changed. She got really happy and was content that im no subhuman. Then she asked if i had a gf currently, to which i said no because i usually dont have luck with women in general. (I tried to be myself but with htn face, so my personality but just a better face and more height, like 5'10.) She didnt believe it, said i was lying. Can a htn even slay that much? Well after confirming that im indeed htn and just unlucky she began praising me.
You look so good, your eyes, nose, lips, height just everything, wow, come to my place she said. ( i will never have that, never hear that). She wanted to fly me out and stay at her place. She told me that I could live with her, sent her address and all. She was a m-htb, curvy, attractive. Mental htn didnt need to go to the gym, he just buzzed his hair and said done, no need to shower too. Go to the gym bro, just take a shower bro, get a haircut bro... No amount of gym will do that. If you would've showered from now till ends of universe it still wouldnt change a thing. No haircut will do that. Game of bones and i lost badly. I fucked up now im just decaying. After she trusted the htn she told me that her previous bfs were really kind and did everything for her but he was just ugly and his voice was just to high pitched. She couldnt bear him. No personality for your face. I then confronted, but i thought personality matters? just laughter came. She said for that face no personality could compensate. How brutal is that? He paid for everything, did everything, just as a oofey doofy would do. Then he got dropped. She said white guys do really well here, most guys there are ugly so the htn would slay she said. JBW is real, i didnt think of jbw and geomaxxing as a feasible option but if u even look somewhat ok, not a midget and are white there is hope (not for me tho: ethnic, short af, sub5 face).
She praises the white man. She doesnt like shitskins like herself, the white man is what she needs, what she craves. Just be white. If i was that htn i wouldnt be here. I would slay till doom comes. I wish i was better off. The guy she just met is invited to slam her guts out and stay with her for god knows how long. Living next to a beach with a latina. Man i will never chadfish again, its just hard to cope. I knew that there are options i couldnt possibly have but these leagues are insane. What worth do i even have. When i meat people who only have heared my voice before they think im tall chad but im sub5. They look changes from awe to disgust once they see me. I thought youd be broader, taller, good looking, just not sub5 is what they mean.
I was only allowed small glimpses of normal life, of chad interaction. for what reasons? what would i gain from those crumbs?
For now i can only imagine being that fake chad and slaying that latina, nothing else. Cause that was genuine attraction, chadstruck. I said i liked stalking and i cant love anyone, she didnt care. Just be chad nothign else matters. I was incapable of loving but that didnt concern her. Just be a chad.
Mental stalker Emotionally unavailable htn can do almost anything.
Chad can even kill and it doesnt matter. Insane world
just be 
