First loss
I call unto the Lady of the Night
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I'm not very close with my father. He's a Chad and in his late thirties.
He never states it, but I see that I failed him. He expected a strong masculine son, but got me. A failure. I see dissapointment in his eyes every time I screw something up.
He is also constantly bringing up me not having a GF.
One day my father and I were driving home and he asked why I don't have a girlfriend and suggested I invite some gf to a date. I didn't want to fail in even that aspect in his eyes, so I constantly say I am not interested in such things.
So, we are driving and he says: "Why wouldn't you find one? You are handsome (JFL), tall ( i legit chuckled when he said this ) and smart and you can find a pretty gf".
I just replied that I don't want to and concluded the conversation.
Why is he so bluepilled? I mean he was a good looking Chad in his youth and he expects the same from me but doesn't he see the obvious?
Fuck this.
He never states it, but I see that I failed him. He expected a strong masculine son, but got me. A failure. I see dissapointment in his eyes every time I screw something up.
He is also constantly bringing up me not having a GF.
One day my father and I were driving home and he asked why I don't have a girlfriend and suggested I invite some gf to a date. I didn't want to fail in even that aspect in his eyes, so I constantly say I am not interested in such things.
So, we are driving and he says: "Why wouldn't you find one? You are handsome (JFL), tall ( i legit chuckled when he said this ) and smart and you can find a pretty gf".
I just replied that I don't want to and concluded the conversation.
Why is he so bluepilled? I mean he was a good looking Chad in his youth and he expects the same from me but doesn't he see the obvious?
Fuck this.