In my junior year of high school I was going to get a surgery for my nose, as I had problems breathing through it and it was visibly crooked. I was talking to my doctor about the surgery before we were going through with it, and somehow we got to the topic of his exams in college. He explained that his exams were right after new years, and that there were many parties before and during new years. So I said that it must have sucked having to study and not go to parties. He looked at me visibly confused, he said that he partied as hard as he could that week. It made me realize that my brain works completely differently compared to normies. I was still in my bluepill phase in my junior year of high school, and this experience pushed me towards the blackpill along with the multitude of rejections that I suffered then. Although I would not fully give up until I went through college.
