Since I was a kid I spent all my free time laying in bed with my laptop. Other than literally being asleep, this is probably the maximum degree of relaxation and rotting a human being can reach.
I felt boredom, I felt the vague need to ... create, to improve myself. But never actually enough to DO something, to do more than just consume media and vegetate all day long.
Yeah I'm bald. Yeah I'm fat and with many health issues. By now no amount of effort will get me laid. But still, my life could improve greatly if I tried, but I apparently prefer not doing anything, rotting in bed and bitching about my pathetic, miserable life. I've always been like this, always will be apparently. It never changed, both my drive and my energy are very low. I do admire the incels that are "maxxing" stuff, I barely have the energy to get out of bed.
I felt boredom, I felt the vague need to ... create, to improve myself. But never actually enough to DO something, to do more than just consume media and vegetate all day long.
Yeah I'm bald. Yeah I'm fat and with many health issues. By now no amount of effort will get me laid. But still, my life could improve greatly if I tried, but I apparently prefer not doing anything, rotting in bed and bitching about my pathetic, miserable life. I've always been like this, always will be apparently. It never changed, both my drive and my energy are very low. I do admire the incels that are "maxxing" stuff, I barely have the energy to get out of bed.
