i havent posted in a while since i was just so tired of existence that i couldnt keep up with posting my lifestory like a foid but i can proudly say that things have gotten much worse. even though i only made account in 2021 ive been lurking since like 2019. i guess some major things about me is that i flunked college completely. ever since covid i couldnt keep up with the online bullshit. it burnt me out. i did finish a 7 month trade school and became a construction worker electrician. so while my chadlite bro works his comfy remote job i toil in the dirt breathing in dust like the subhuman troll i am. the money is horrible, i have nothing saved and work is so inconsistent since trumps been president that ive had weeks of no work so im just bleeding money.
the biggest thing to happen to me though is that im now a baldcel. ever since 2021 at best my hairline was receding but now its full on diffuse thinning and looks ugly as shit. god couldnt let me keep my hair so he decided to fuck over anything i mightve valued in my life. i tried getting on minoxidil+finasteride but the gains werent good and it was bleeding money
i also had a surgery for a pilonidal cyst which is basically an ass crack pimple which bleeds like crazy. imagine how embarassing that was to get surgery for in a room full of foid nurses. my ass is now completley deformed looking. i cant imagine ever taking my pants off for a potential sex scenario and they see my deformed ass. before the surgery the cyst would bleed like crazy, i would wake up in a pool of blood in my bed
lastly is that i got contact lenses to replace my glasses when i go outside. once again its a blanket fix so i dont look like a complete genetic failure when i step outside. but its just funny i have to pay 100 dollars a month just to be on a base level as a normie who was never born with defective eyes
sorry for the long ass post. some people migthve thought i was a fakecel for disappearing but i was just doing what my name suggested. i think ill be around a bit more now since im basically without work for a while and nothing going on in my life, even games became boring
the biggest thing to happen to me though is that im now a baldcel. ever since 2021 at best my hairline was receding but now its full on diffuse thinning and looks ugly as shit. god couldnt let me keep my hair so he decided to fuck over anything i mightve valued in my life. i tried getting on minoxidil+finasteride but the gains werent good and it was bleeding money
i also had a surgery for a pilonidal cyst which is basically an ass crack pimple which bleeds like crazy. imagine how embarassing that was to get surgery for in a room full of foid nurses. my ass is now completley deformed looking. i cant imagine ever taking my pants off for a potential sex scenario and they see my deformed ass. before the surgery the cyst would bleed like crazy, i would wake up in a pool of blood in my bed
lastly is that i got contact lenses to replace my glasses when i go outside. once again its a blanket fix so i dont look like a complete genetic failure when i step outside. but its just funny i have to pay 100 dollars a month just to be on a base level as a normie who was never born with defective eyes
sorry for the long ass post. some people migthve thought i was a fakecel for disappearing but i was just doing what my name suggested. i think ill be around a bit more now since im basically without work for a while and nothing going on in my life, even games became boring
