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kaladin
Greycel
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- Joined
- Apr 4, 2024
- Posts
- 5
I consider myself and oldcel now. I began on the Incel forums on reddit. I've had sex with escorts but I still long for real female companionship. Will this endless despair ever end? No matter how many pickup artist books I read, no matter how much I put myself out there, no matter how much I try to improve at socializing, I still have nothing. Everything seems pointless.
What exactly is the meaning of life? I have no plans to ever delete myself. However, trying to hard to get such a basic human need and continually failing makes feel like a piece of shit. I wish I could just delete the part of my brain responsible for sexual desire. Why on earth was I born with such a desire but no ability to achieve it? There truly is no god.
What exactly is the meaning of life? I have no plans to ever delete myself. However, trying to hard to get such a basic human need and continually failing makes feel like a piece of shit. I wish I could just delete the part of my brain responsible for sexual desire. Why on earth was I born with such a desire but no ability to achieve it? There truly is no god.