Venting 26k steps every day. How would one even meet a girlfriend

[D. B. Gooner]

I'm so emotional tonight. I walk around and all I see is happy couples. Some even below my looks level. I can't stop thinking about it. Even if I were to pick up some 2/10 I'd be her 3rd boyfriend or something. I walk around like this every day and night, but tonight it hit me super hard for some reason.

All because I was fat in middle school and early hs and was scared of everyone else judging me. Too late now. I should've had a gf by now. I can never have a beautiful love story because all these women have failed relationships on deck. How did those ugly men get them.

I have 0 friends. None. I spend 6+hrs outside every day. And I don't talk to anyone. Not a single person. I just want a virgin girlfriend that loves me. Why can't women have their body count written on their forehead. I would seriously start cold approaching the virgins. Why go through the embarassment of getting rejected, or trying to flirt just for someones sloppy seconds.

How on earth can I meet a girl. I can't kill myself but I can't keep living like this. I'm so desperate.

 

[D. B. Gooner]

Look at this. It's so sad and pathetic. 26k steps every day, and not one person talked to me.

 

[sub5chud]

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Look at this. It's so sad and pathetic. 27k steps every day, and not one person talked to me.

Brootal as hell

 

[lifeisfucked215]

Steps me

 

[Jacket]

You reminded me of myself when I walked back home at nights, headphones in, craving intimacy so badly, touch starved. Just holding hands at least or cuddling would be enough but nah... not meant for me.

I remember this playing, more than a decade ago while I stared at the night sky with need.

View: https://youtu.be/UWwbdvtRt8I?feature=shared



I felt worse then than now but only because I turned into a zombie. Which is not that better...

 

[Wrath]

step chad

 

[D. B. Gooner]

You reminded me of myself when I walked back home at nights, headphones in, craving intimacy so badly, touch starved. Just holding hands at least or cuddling would be enough but nah... not meant for me.

I remember this playing, more than a decade ago while I stared at the night sky with need.

View: https://youtu.be/UWwbdvtRt8I?feature=shared



I felt worse then than now but only because I turned into a zombie. Which is not that better...

Did you manage to quit the music. I've been trying for so long. I only listen to it for like 1/4th of my walking time now, in case someone wants to start up a convo with me. I do it max volume and have for 7 years now. My hearing will be fucked in some years.

 

[Cryotron]

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Look at this. It's so sad and pathetic. 27k steps every day, and not one person talked to me.

insane walkmaxxing

 

[Jacket]

Did you manage to quit the music. I've been trying for so long. I only listen to it for like 1/4th of my walking time now, in case someone wants to start up a convo with me. I do it max volume and have for 7 years now. My hearing will be fucked in some years.

I rarely listen to anything now but I wouldn't say that's a good thing. I loved music as younger, even played accoustic guitar but I stopped a long time ago. I also enjoyed video games for the majority of my life and recently I don't play them as well.

Don't worry about hearing or eyes, I think it's genetics for the most part anyway. You can fuck your ears more from loud club music than headphones. Enjoy things while you still have some soul left.

 

[D. B. Gooner]

On the bright side, I did see a mogger stuck with an ugly ass girl. I've seen this guy before around town and he pissed me off because his hair is beautiful, disney prince shit, so much nicer than mine. Usually seeing juggernaut law in play would be suifuel, but it made me happy, his girl was fat and they talked about her smoking addiction. Crazy how even they have to settle for that.

 

[chalk son]

careful what you wish for. virgin: “why do you seem to burden yourself with an adamant aura about being low key sketchy but a giver in approaching out here as if you saw the ghost of the universal law in cretinous microtrap mandated pure time? i’m waiting for an unbelievably special down-to-earthling not call shot walker counterfeits trying to grasp their weight at chortle visionary branching balance since jinxes they’re the larger looming that don’t guard from stumped gearing elements of resultative virginal legitimacy in fool enhanced right of the rizzler’s foreign wares. it’s absolutely wrong and ironic for you to even begin to lurch nor possess the constant hour spectaculars for their every incorporations of matrix benignity rather than a proper phantom beaconing. i’m simply not saving the /cold/ site of that impossible shape gearing for an extreme othervirgin he has no clue the key he holds. all he needs to do is wait until i’m there and pull his thumb out of his mouth for him, grab his hand and run then drop on ourselves together”

 

[D. B. Gooner]

careful what you wish for. virgin: “why do you seem to burden yourself with an adamant aura about being low key sketchy but a giver in approaching out here as if you saw the ghost of the universal law in cretinous microtrap mandated pure time? i’m waiting for an unbelievably special down-to-earthling not call shot walker counterfeits trying to grasp their weight at chortle visionary branching balance since jinxes they’re the larger looming that don’t guard from stumped gearing elements of resultative virginal legitimacy in fool enhanced right of the rizzler’s foreign wares. it’s absolutely wrong and ironic for you to even begin to lurch nor possess the constant hour spectaculars for their every incorporations of matrix benignity rather than a proper phantom beaconing. i’m simply not saving the /cold/ site of that impossible shape gearing for an extreme othervirgin he has no clue the key he holds. all he needs to do is wait until i’m there and pull his thumb out of his mouth for him, grab his hand and run then drop on ourselves together”

You not wrong

 

[AsiaCel]

Fellow walkcel, but more steps at 36k. I feel ya. I'm doing the same, wandering endlessly.

Incel trait - you wander endlessly for 6 hours everyday

I like exploring. I also like walking aimlessly all day in my favorite malls. 1. My home lobby doesn't have an Air conditioner, so I'm bedridden in my bedroom if I stay home (which does have an AC). The outdoors temperature, when humdity is accounted for, can be up to 40C+. 2. Whether I move...

incels.is

 

[SickWeakCoward]

Years ago, i would wander around aimlessly too, but in nature. I don't have the patience to do that anymore. If i'm gonna get mogged by everything that moves, might aswel do it from the comfort and safety of my room. FUCK going outside - there's nothing but pain out there. Rotting alone inside is my lot, there's no alternative.