Jud Pottah
+Vidyacel+ +DarkMTS+
★★★★★
- Joined
- Jan 20, 2024
- Posts
- 8,342
its going down boi
Ive never had a more depressing time, even while i pop a xanax and it barely hits.
Just misery the kind that does not wash with caffeine or sugary slop.
I thought i had in control but its really getting to me.
This ripping of the soul, a feel of coldness and a keen sharp gut where the appetite does not reach.
In the back of my mind, i just have this knowledge of how much i was condemned and sentenced to death just to "exist" in the shadows. And even if anything would arise from the opposite direction, it would all be fake.
So this condemnation runs skin deep, beyond a mere life isolating condition that was cast upon me by whoever jiggaboo monstrosity that had the briliant idea. Hell its impossible to not hate the fuckers who had "their fun" and me being a physical representation of that one instance. Makes me want to rip them to Shreds.
But i digress.
Ive never had a more depressing time, even while i pop a xanax and it barely hits.
Just misery the kind that does not wash with caffeine or sugary slop.
I thought i had in control but its really getting to me.
This ripping of the soul, a feel of coldness and a keen sharp gut where the appetite does not reach.
In the back of my mind, i just have this knowledge of how much i was condemned and sentenced to death just to "exist" in the shadows. And even if anything would arise from the opposite direction, it would all be fake.
So this condemnation runs skin deep, beyond a mere life isolating condition that was cast upon me by whoever jiggaboo monstrosity that had the briliant idea. Hell its impossible to not hate the fuckers who had "their fun" and me being a physical representation of that one instance. Makes me want to rip them to Shreds.
But i digress.