VirginAutistManlet
Mythic
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And I'm not even sad or annoyed, Im content and pretty happy atm.
My autism is distracting my mind, completely out of my control, even though I should feel really terrible right now, I just can't because autism-distraction is keeping me from feeling how I should feel in my circumstances.
IDK I just don't care and feel content, and it's not even a cope, its just what my brain feels like today. I guess because I had a few bad experiences a few days ago, and now that they subsided, I feel better, and that return to baseline makes me feel content despite the situation of my life.
I still lifted weights today, still sticking to my calories, feels like any other day of the year.
My autism is distracting my mind, completely out of my control, even though I should feel really terrible right now, I just can't because autism-distraction is keeping me from feeling how I should feel in my circumstances.
IDK I just don't care and feel content, and it's not even a cope, its just what my brain feels like today. I guess because I had a few bad experiences a few days ago, and now that they subsided, I feel better, and that return to baseline makes me feel content despite the situation of my life.
I still lifted weights today, still sticking to my calories, feels like any other day of the year.
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