Recently turned 18, life just sucks, its over
High school is a living Hell, never i had to endure so much pain than i do there, i just sit in the corner with my hand down in futile hopes that i won't be bothered, that people will forget that im there, that the bullies wont come for me again, though they always do.
Im also a part-time wageslave at the same place my mom works in, a clinic where i mostly correct files on the PC or do desk work. Due to the place being small, i have to work with 2-3 people around me, and basically sit there hearing they talk to eachother about work or their daily lives while i work silently, almost wordless.
I really don't care about the time i spend on these places, but it feels as if they only serve to remind me about the failure of a human that i cant change i am, cant take it anymore i feel like shit just want to quit
High school is a living Hell, never i had to endure so much pain than i do there, i just sit in the corner with my hand down in futile hopes that i won't be bothered, that people will forget that im there, that the bullies wont come for me again, though they always do.
Im also a part-time wageslave at the same place my mom works in, a clinic where i mostly correct files on the PC or do desk work. Due to the place being small, i have to work with 2-3 people around me, and basically sit there hearing they talk to eachother about work or their daily lives while i work silently, almost wordless.
I really don't care about the time i spend on these places, but it feels as if they only serve to remind me about the failure of a human that i cant change i am, cant take it anymore i feel like shit just want to quit
