Sasukecel
Gone until 2025 (I lied)
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I lasted 12 days before I had to come back because I wanted to take months leave but the thought was always in my mind, I was going to tell this to you on January 1st, 2025 anyways. I'm only delaying sharing the information. I'm typing on phone, it's past 1 am and this is more "realistic." I'll try to shorten this down as I naturally ramble a lot.
As I was gone, I obsessed about the FitxFearless video, how much I hate my life, and how fucking retarded I was in the aftermath.
The reason why I fucked up, is the second the livecall finished, I should have started spamming FitxFearless "I'm 17, I'm 17, I'm not 21, don't post the video, I'm underage. If you post it, it's without consent, I'll take legal action."
But I just sat there letting the video go viral. Why didn't I try to take down the videos sooner?
I don't have friends, a therapist or a support group so I just tell things to groups on the internet. I was texting the suicide hotline a lot, but I wrote a post on looksmax.org recently titled "Legal action." talking about this.
I reported the Fitxfearless videos under Youtube's complaint systems for defamation and privacy complains. I reported the video on instagram and tiktok but it stayed up. I reported a reaction to the video on youtube but got no response. Someone reposted it on twitter and it got 350k views. The incels.is official account reacted to it, and @Da_Yunez saw it on twitter but I convinced the guy on twitter to delete it. It was taken down on twitter.
I hate being a lolcow. I fucking hate my life. I hate not being taken seriously. It makes me fucking angry that I'm a viral humiliation after I tried to do self improvement. My life was already hard being ugly and a dysfunctional family, I don't need this shit. I have a somewhat obsessive attitude over some things, that's likely an autism trait. I'm not hiding from the public anymore online or in real life (it doesn't make logical sense to be a social recluse but I'm always going to conceal carry a weapon on me for safety) and I'm still going to in the long term relocate to a different Country.
But the plan is I'm going to do what I should have done before. I'll do most of the things I said, rebuild a reputation, whilst taking legal action to manually take down as much of the videos as I can and obsess over it. I sent 5 emails over the youtube videos, reported twice through the report system for privacy and defamation, I will legally force fitxfearless to to take down the videos on the official accounts and to take down the entire livestream. Any repost/reupload I see, I'll message the user until they take it down, and if they still refuse, I'll take legal action.
That's bitchy, that's jewish, maybe but the fitxfearless video ruined my life, it's the biggest problem I have. I could get the videos legally removed on the official accounts because it's public defamation of a minor, I was 17 when i went on the call, the thumbnail is "Never had sex", misinformation and privacy because I was a minor not 21, coersion because I was peer pressured to go on the call, it wasn't fully my choice, public defamation/public humiliation, I didn't consent to the video being posted everywhere, the suicidal thoughts and the aftermath it gave me of a ruined life and social reputation. Where's the reparation for 4 months gone the drain and my life still being affected? Non-consensual public defamation of a minor. I could likely legally get it taken down on the official accounts, then I target every repost/reupload I find to try to take those videos down.
There will obviously still be Fitxfearless videos out there, but it's the message of adamantly trying to take down the videos. It shows to the public I don't accept this shit. Even if 70% of the videos get deleted and it's still out there, I don't want to be a public humiliation, I don't want to be a lolcow, this was unjust and bullshit, so my moral stance is I'm willing to spend hours taking legal action to try to get as much of the fitxfearless videos removed from the internet as I can because I'm not your fucking circus clown because I was born with an ugly face.
I can go for 10 years. I just keep constantly reporting the videos, I don't know anything about the law, but I'll keep putting out lawsuits, contracts, sueing, whatever legal action I have to take to get the videos down. That's the resistance. I want the official tiktok, instagram, yt video and yt short to be taken down, and I want even the actual livestream itself to be taken down because I want it completely removed from fitxfearless's official channel. I won't stop until it's removed, even after I move to a different City, even after 10 years in the future, I'll report and take legal action against any repost I find. I can't move on and pretend this is ok. Fuck no? I got set up by people in discord who specifically instructed me to "ask him about the surgery" and "say you're 21 because he'll kick you if you're under 21." and I was a gullible dumbass but it's still not ok what happened. So the reperation is legal action against FitXFearless to take down the official videos, even the livestream. All of it has to be taken down, and I'll keep going at him until he takes the videos down, and I'll go after the reposters. I am the crazy ex, I will send thousands of messages, I will go to court 20 times, because I refuse to move on after this unfairness so I'll keep taking legal action until the videos are removed. If there's even 1 repost with only 2000 views. I experienced being a lolcow, I fucking hate this shit, so I'll figure out the legal actions needed and I'll obsessively take legal action until the videos get deleted. I'm talking years. I'll constantly comment, message, report, letter for decades if needed. Every reupload, every repost, I'll try to take down, because that's how I rebuild the reputation. I do x, y, z, and I try to take down/bury the fuck of the fitxfearless videos. I'll stop typing and post here to go to sleep now.
As I was gone, I obsessed about the FitxFearless video, how much I hate my life, and how fucking retarded I was in the aftermath.
The reason why I fucked up, is the second the livecall finished, I should have started spamming FitxFearless "I'm 17, I'm 17, I'm not 21, don't post the video, I'm underage. If you post it, it's without consent, I'll take legal action."
But I just sat there letting the video go viral. Why didn't I try to take down the videos sooner?
I don't have friends, a therapist or a support group so I just tell things to groups on the internet. I was texting the suicide hotline a lot, but I wrote a post on looksmax.org recently titled "Legal action." talking about this.
I reported the Fitxfearless videos under Youtube's complaint systems for defamation and privacy complains. I reported the video on instagram and tiktok but it stayed up. I reported a reaction to the video on youtube but got no response. Someone reposted it on twitter and it got 350k views. The incels.is official account reacted to it, and @Da_Yunez saw it on twitter but I convinced the guy on twitter to delete it. It was taken down on twitter.
I hate being a lolcow. I fucking hate my life. I hate not being taken seriously. It makes me fucking angry that I'm a viral humiliation after I tried to do self improvement. My life was already hard being ugly and a dysfunctional family, I don't need this shit. I have a somewhat obsessive attitude over some things, that's likely an autism trait. I'm not hiding from the public anymore online or in real life (it doesn't make logical sense to be a social recluse but I'm always going to conceal carry a weapon on me for safety) and I'm still going to in the long term relocate to a different Country.
But the plan is I'm going to do what I should have done before. I'll do most of the things I said, rebuild a reputation, whilst taking legal action to manually take down as much of the videos as I can and obsess over it. I sent 5 emails over the youtube videos, reported twice through the report system for privacy and defamation, I will legally force fitxfearless to to take down the videos on the official accounts and to take down the entire livestream. Any repost/reupload I see, I'll message the user until they take it down, and if they still refuse, I'll take legal action.
That's bitchy, that's jewish, maybe but the fitxfearless video ruined my life, it's the biggest problem I have. I could get the videos legally removed on the official accounts because it's public defamation of a minor, I was 17 when i went on the call, the thumbnail is "Never had sex", misinformation and privacy because I was a minor not 21, coersion because I was peer pressured to go on the call, it wasn't fully my choice, public defamation/public humiliation, I didn't consent to the video being posted everywhere, the suicidal thoughts and the aftermath it gave me of a ruined life and social reputation. Where's the reparation for 4 months gone the drain and my life still being affected? Non-consensual public defamation of a minor. I could likely legally get it taken down on the official accounts, then I target every repost/reupload I find to try to take those videos down.
There will obviously still be Fitxfearless videos out there, but it's the message of adamantly trying to take down the videos. It shows to the public I don't accept this shit. Even if 70% of the videos get deleted and it's still out there, I don't want to be a public humiliation, I don't want to be a lolcow, this was unjust and bullshit, so my moral stance is I'm willing to spend hours taking legal action to try to get as much of the fitxfearless videos removed from the internet as I can because I'm not your fucking circus clown because I was born with an ugly face.
I can go for 10 years. I just keep constantly reporting the videos, I don't know anything about the law, but I'll keep putting out lawsuits, contracts, sueing, whatever legal action I have to take to get the videos down. That's the resistance. I want the official tiktok, instagram, yt video and yt short to be taken down, and I want even the actual livestream itself to be taken down because I want it completely removed from fitxfearless's official channel. I won't stop until it's removed, even after I move to a different City, even after 10 years in the future, I'll report and take legal action against any repost I find. I can't move on and pretend this is ok. Fuck no? I got set up by people in discord who specifically instructed me to "ask him about the surgery" and "say you're 21 because he'll kick you if you're under 21." and I was a gullible dumbass but it's still not ok what happened. So the reperation is legal action against FitXFearless to take down the official videos, even the livestream. All of it has to be taken down, and I'll keep going at him until he takes the videos down, and I'll go after the reposters. I am the crazy ex, I will send thousands of messages, I will go to court 20 times, because I refuse to move on after this unfairness so I'll keep taking legal action until the videos are removed. If there's even 1 repost with only 2000 views. I experienced being a lolcow, I fucking hate this shit, so I'll figure out the legal actions needed and I'll obsessively take legal action until the videos get deleted. I'm talking years. I'll constantly comment, message, report, letter for decades if needed. Every reupload, every repost, I'll try to take down, because that's how I rebuild the reputation. I do x, y, z, and I try to take down/bury the fuck of the fitxfearless videos. I'll stop typing and post here to go to sleep now.