- I am ugly. Basically my face is no good, and I am not going off internet ratings, but real life experiences, where people treat me in a rude cold and distant manner. Every aspect of my life, I will be discriminated against, the deviled horns effect will follow me everywhere. Every single thing I do will have a negative spin placed onto it. No matter what, any accomplishments I achieve will not be taken seriously due to my looks. Therefore nothing I do or say matters.
- I have to work a shitty minimum wage retail job because im too dumb for anything else. I hate society. But I am forced to contribute to it, working long hour shifts, for meagre dollars while the guys at the top make billions. I will never make it to the top either due to my looks.
- I will be incel for life, if I became a beta provider, I will be getting a shitty deal. There is no way any woman will desire me or have sex with me. I might have to pay a prostitute just to at least get some sex ( but i want a relationship so much more), but that is just accepting defeat. Trust me ive done it, and heck i wasted money cause i couldnt even get it up. If I became a beta provider, that would suck too, I might get cucked, have to support a family, it is hard enough supporting yourself, and worry about other kinds of problems. Not to mention I might get divorce raped financially.
4. I cannot escape the rat race. Every single person wastes about 40 years of their life working, the only way to prevent this is by becoming financially secure. But that will never happen, the cost of living in this area is too high, and jobs don't pay nearly enough.
5. Everyone dies eventually, I do not want to grow old. Aging sucks, especially when you are still incel while everybody else is married, In the end we all die, the lives we lived are pointless, unless we are celebrities, have high status or wealth or were chads where we got to fuck many times, satisfying our biological purpose. I will never be any of this so I see no way point in living.
6. I am incapable of emotional attachments with others due to my subhumanity. My parents will be upset if i sui'd, but that does not matter to me, I will be gone, it is in my best interests to die.
7. My face is getting uglier everyday. Im only in my early 20s, and realizing the fact that i will keep getting uglier as i age in to my 40s+ later on ( if i dont sui) is torture.
8. I have no real hobbies or interests Everything I do is fake. Nothing fills in my time. Nothing can solve my inceldom. I have lost interest in everything, even posting here sometimes feels like a chore, but I am compelled to do it.
9. I am too miserable, only when I am asleep I am happy. When I am asleep and do not know who I am, I am happy. Especially those times where I fantasize about dying and the peace I will achieve after. My unattractiveness has trapped me to a mediocre life I do not see any future possibility or hope. There is literally no reason to live a pointless life.
10. I will never be chad. Even plastic surgery done well cannot boost a person's face more than 3 points on the attractiveness scale, there is also a risk of it going horribly wrong. Now dont take this the wrong way, i dont want to be chad i just want to be at least 5/10, i was just pointing out that I and plenty of other incels here will never experience the life that chad has even if we do get plastic surgery and turn into 5/10.
